White friends constantly dissapointed me and im tired
Despite living in London, basically all of my “close” friends are white and they’re disappointed me since dah one. I constantly find myself being left out. They hang around racist dickheads and say they don’t like them but buy them birthday presents and don’t buy me shit? They’re going on a girls trip to a racist country that I ever so conveniently cannot attend. They don’t text me all except for one. I’m constantly disappointed 25/8 and I’m so tired. There hasn’t been a day where I’m excited to go to school and see my friends in forever and I’m so sick of it I kinda wanna miss prom too
Question for my older readers, does it get better in university? This constant exasperation is ruining my mental health and I genuinley don’t even want to get out of bed in the morning, but my parents worked hard to get me here so I’m trying my damnest to go to university.
I just cannot believe how 2 sided these people are??? They stand for nothing and only care when things directly affect them it infuriates me.
