u/AriesLuck31

Gcam vs Stock

To keep it short and simple I got Gcam and a natural config (JavaSaBr_S23U_AGC92v13_v53) from the one popular reddit post here in the sub. In my experience I found stock camera to be better than gcam in terms of sharpenss/resolution. Colors however were better on gcam.

Which is better you think? Sorry I can't include photos with a poll post. Just wanted to see your experience/opinion on the matter.

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u/AriesLuck31 — 2 days ago

Uncertainty

Idk what to feel or say anymore. I love and miss him so much. I'm so sad and angry all the time and I feel whatever I try to vent the emotions nothing truly works so I just eat it and remain silent... And whenever I feel better or good or normal I have this guilt that hangs over me. Just feels like no one truly cares. For example we lost a dog years ago and on the 15th was his day of departure and I was the only one in my family that remembered. Just really sucks. Ive tried counseling, medication, all the healthy and unhealthy coping mechanisms but nothing can fix the absence.

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u/AriesLuck31 — 3 days ago
▲ 13 r/Petloss

10 months later

Still struggling daily. There is improvement. Not where I want to be. I miss him so much. I don't want to die but I also feel guilty living without him. I didn't get to euthanize him despite knowing about his health I was there as he died so I feel I must go out the same way, no shortcuts. I constantly think about him. Been coping positively and negatively. I feel like I distract myself with work, or scrolling and eating. Just really sucks wanting to go enjoy something but I don't get to 100% anymore. Wanting to enjoy the sunset or the weather but knowing he's not here anymore drains the moment. I know he would want me to be happy and I'm trying for him but damn is it difficult. I haven't moved any of his things either. I clean around them. I try to look at pictures daily but they bring so much pain that my brain is blocking out to survive. There are things I want and need to do but Im having difficulty bringing myself to do them so I feel like a coward. Just really sucks I wish he was here. He was my Velcro dog and really helped me get through anything life threw my way.

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u/AriesLuck31 — 7 days ago