u/Aromatic-Piece-7211

I’m 21m, top, who is bi curious, not looking to come out but my pride and masculinity being the factor that can’t engage in this part of my life where I am attracted to male bottoms, I am someone who would feel ashamed to admit that I’m anything other than straight because I don’t want to be ever percieved as less masculine than anyone else, my life revolves around my masculinity and my confidence in myself, apologize if this comes across as insensitive but just wanted support if there’s anyone who understands thank you

Hi I’m 21m and I’ve never cut myself before, but I don’t want to cut a vein or seriously harm myself, I personally hate who I am internally and just wanted to punish myself and need support, please dm 🙏