I don’t know what I’m feeling or what’s happening
At the beginning of this year I was fully locked in with my manifestations, affirming, visualising and assuming. Sure I had ups and downs but I always went back to my previous states and stayed locked in.
Well these past few weeks I’ve been feeling odd…almost like empty. Affirming exhausts me so I rarely do it. I don’t visualise anymore. The only thing I’m still doing is holding the assumption. I was manifesting a sp but I have him up completely, honestly gave up and thought I deserved better.
I don’t know what’s happening though, is this giving up? Am I just exhausted? I feel empty and I can’t bring myself to do any ‘techniques’. I just assume and listen to my sub, the latter which has become habit. Thinking of my desire is not even exciting anymore. It’s just empty.
I’ve been a bit frustrated too, my family have been on my nerves and I’m honestly frustrated of living in this household and situation and I do have my emotional moments where I feel sad and particularly lonely. But mostly just empty.
Any insight or advice would be incredible.