I dont want to be a mom anymore.
Call me crazy. Call me whatever. I dont want to be a mom anymore.
I have a 10 year old. I shipped her off back home because I cannot work and take care of her, too. Especially being in a motel. Unsafe.
Ever since I sent her back home she doesnt even bother to reach out to me. Beginning to ignore my calls. So why bother? I didn't send her with family, we dont have any.
I will not be able to survive this economy by myself making 14.96/hour. I work for Walmart at the bottom of the barrel where they pay pennies. I cant even find an affordable place back home with what I make.
The next 3-4 years will.be nothing about worrying who is going to watch her.
I feel doomed.