My dream car is 2023 dodge charger. But since i live in egypt. Cars are imported almost twice the price. Base Dodge is more expensive than a c class mercedes. The average salary here is 8000 egp and the dodge is about 8 millions. Makes me wonder how can people afford any car in this economy.
I(25m) having a constant unsettling feeling of anger, confusion, blurring, tiredness and all negative emotions.
I am in mosque right now trying to calm down, but i am too drained to do anything. The antidepressants i am taking is causing me panic. I don't know what have come of my life anymore.
My parents are preventing my prescribed meds because doctors wants you to believe you are ill. She literally told me i cannot be left untreated as i will go into psychosis. I cannot work and i cannot pretend i am ok but i cant let my sisters know what is going on. A former psychiatrist called my father and told him this is serious but he just try to talk it out. And the problem is that it originated from a heartbreak from someone i trusted in a moment of fear.
My OCD is out of hand and i need support but my family won't accept i am struggling, man-up or brush it off. I don't know what to do. It been going on for 3 years and they don't want to believe or help me and monitoring my every move. My spendings.
3 psychiatrists prescribed the same medicine but they won't accept i am not okay.