u/Astraddict

فيه بنت حاجز بالراكة حي الريان تحصيلي؟ الي عند الدمام

اختباري الي فات كان مع صديقتي و كنا بنفس القاعة و الحين مو مستوعبة بروح لحالي

المهم اختباري رح يكون في آخر يوم تحصيلي، الي حاجزة خل تقولي عشان نسولف و كذا، لانه بيتي بعيد عن مقر الاختبار ساعة تقريبا و ابي وحدة اسولف معها و أفضفض و ننبسط

Bonus points if it’s possible to use in Arabic and doesn’t need a subscription.

So I have rules but I hope everyone can understand it’s just for my and your comfort, please lemme know if we can study together 🖤

- I study from 12 to 1 UTC (8-21 ATS) aka 12-13 hours a day, sometimes less and sometimes more, depending on my senior highschool schedule
- I do can study buddy studying in discord.
- prefer someone in Middle East, better yet in Saudi cause of timing and also perhaps someone that might share the same exam as me 🥹💔
- a women preferably but if you’re a man then dm me, cause I doubt I’ll find a girl to match with :(
- 17-23 year old 😗
- I’d prefer if you comment than dm but if you dm me, tell me you came from this post! Too many creeps, that’s why lol.

So 10 years ago I had a brother, I always loved him and we never fought, we both grew up poor to a point we had no TV or internet or anything others my age had but I had an amazing brother that I played Xbox with in my uncles house and our fav game was watchdogs and bully and our fav comic character was Dare-Devil.

He passed away when I pushed a large bookshelf and it accidentally fell on him and broke his skull, it was not intentional, the memory is still faded but I remember being in that cold chair the next day for what seemed like hours.

My parents divorced and my dad found a job in Saudi after all of that, and I’m still in Saudi as for now, I visit the states from time to time to see my relatives and every time I do, this deep feeling haunts me and I wish I can describe it.

After my brother died his name was never mentioned. It’s like he never existed, no one talks about him or mentions that he was with me all the time, they’d talk about me as a kid but forget to mention my brother.

Edit: okay guys it has been an hour, rn I’m sleepy and it’s 4:32 here in Saudi and I’ve been awake since Tuesday cause I had a big academical exam and since then I didn’t sleep, I finally feel sleepy so I’ll maybe answer a few questions on my iPad before I hit it off, but I will still answer more after my big sleep! Also thanks for everyone here that was supportive, I tried to reply to all of you guys to show how much I appreciate these kind words! Feel free to ask about anything else related or not related, I don’t mind! :) I’m bored anyway and need a break after these exams.

Edit 2: Fuck insomnia, I lost my sleep, LMAO 😭💔, it’s now 5:14, I’m just glad my school allowed me to skip school next week cause of the exams we had, I’m sure I can sleep anytime I want ig, yay :)

Edit3: I checked my replies, so many grammatical mistakes, I do not sound like I know English at all lol, I gotta apologize about that lmfao,my English got weaker as I used it less and learned other languages and also maybe cause I stayed awake for three days now, and lately I’m using Reddit on my iPad so this giant screen is a pain in the ass to write with lol. Thanks anyway everyone!

إيطاليا افضل لكن عادي لو مو إيطالي و برضو حابة انه يكون مطل على البحر ولا شي مثل كذا و الأسعار تكون معقولة

قايز وين فيه مصادر ممتازة للي يبون يدرسون ستيب بس مستواهم من الأصل ممتاز، أنا native English speaker و لما اختبرت ستيب استغربت اني جبت ٩٠ و كنا اطمح للمية، ف الي يعرف مصدر يساعدني إذا يقدر