Does anyone else have problems connecting with peers in art and pngtubing?
I don't know why but over and over I experience communities pushing me away when I finally get up the courage to interact. Most often with no explanation and no ability to speak for myself. So I never had a chance and wasn't going to get one. I'm kind and compassionate and want to do what is required of me and what is right for other's sake. I never fight against the rules, never stir the pot on any drama around me and always offer to help. It's gotten to the point though where I just don't try. For months I am mute to others anywhere I go because I don't know what I'm doing wrong, who I'm hurting or why I am being viewed so badly.
Like I don't even swear..? I'm not even angry just intensely hurt. What in the world am I supposed to do for these things to turn out with me actually among peers and friends? All I want it to share and learn and grow in this community.