So not only do you nag and try to push something through the brainfog, as soon as you do it, you freak out and make me blank out for who knows how long before slapping me with amnesia. Thanks brain, I really appreciate you de-railing my life and making me miss whatever happened during that time period ./s
For context; “The C” is the name I have given to one of my abusers. I cannot say her name as it makes me physically ill and heavily dissociate.
As for what she’s done, it’s a LOT. I cannot recall everything she’s done because I will dissociate and blank out for days. I know I’ve made a meme containing everything she did to me but I’m not sure how much I want to share. Especially since I know these thoughts are impulsive and irrational and aren’t a reflection of reality