My life can’t keep going like this
I’m going back into my deep depression because I’ve lost my ability to move a lot and for the past few weeks out of nowhere I’ve been in so much pain and it’s gotten to the point I’m spending most of my day either in bed struggling to move or doing nothing but laying on the floor, I’ve had enough going back and forth with the GPs and hospital visits apparently everything is normal despite over the past year and a half I’ve been more and more dependent on mobility aids, I’ve had to quit my job because it was becoming impossible for me to and now I’m on disability benefits and because I’m autistic aswell I struggle with looking after myself already. I’m 20 and I feel like such a failure and a disappointment my parents say I’m being lazy but I’m in constant pain and lose energy so fast I fall asleep during the day, oh and not to mention pain meds don’t even help or work. I’ve had enough I wanna throw in the towel I give up