u/Aurorials1

I am having troubles falling asleep, I am shaking all the time, I miss last year when my OCD didn’t attack me harshly like this. I am afraid of saying racist things to minorities, to insult and then get doxxed, this has been a terrible nightmare. The racial slurs always come up to my mind unwanted and I want them to disappear. I am afraid of insulting people and about losing control. I feel depressed, I cant get out of my head thoughts that I don’t mean.

Very curious to see if the majority of intj people here married an intuitive type or if they are married to sensorial types

When I’m about to sleep or wake up in the middle of the night I just feel like randomly ringing neighbor’s doors (I live in an appartment) and this thought doesn’t leave my head and doesn’t pay rent there lol. Idk it’s just so overwhelming to think about annoying my neighbors in the middle of the night. Specially the elder neighbors, those are the ones I think the most about. I know my head is a mess and I cannot physically do it but it just disturbs me. The fact that it has been almost 2 months since I’ve started obssessing over this idea.