u/Automatic-Year-2242

Some nights make you realize how vast the world is, and how strange it is that we all carry entire galaxies of thought without ever speaking to one another.

So here I am M23 looking for new friends.

Not the performative kind built on constant small talk, but the rare kind where conversations drift from music to childhood memories, from absurd humor to the terrifying beauty of existence at 3 a.m.

I like people who think too deeply, laugh too suddenly, and stay awake wondering if life was meant to feel this fleeting.

If you’re lonely in the poetic sense of the word,

we’ll probably get along.

22M from the mountains of Uttarakhand.

I spend most of my time overthinking life, disappearing into late-night music, random philosophical rabbit holes, and pretending I have my life together. I’m into good conversations, dark humor, chaos with depth, and people who can match energy without forcing it.

Not here to collect followers or act fake. Just looking to meet interesting people with actual personality.

Bonus points if you’re into mountains, midnight conversations, or emotionally unstable music taste.

Today, after a long period of abstinence, I relapsed and smoked smack again. For the past week, I had been trapped in a relentless internal conflict, negotiating with myself over whether I should give in or resist the temptation. Despite every attempt at restraint, I ultimately succumbed and bought some.

I brought it home and retreated to my storeroom that evening, where I smoked line after line in complete isolation. I must have done eight or ten before returning to my room. Yet the craving refused to loosen its grip on my mind. I kept rationalising it, persuading myself that I would wait until after 10 p.m. before taking more. Unsurprisingly, I gave in again, did a few additional lines, returned to my room to watch a film, and eventually went back once more to finish the remainder of it.

Now I am profoundly intoxicated, lying here in a haze and typing out this strangely self-aware confession.