u/Automatic_Ear_16

Have anyone here experimented with natural Medicin of nature and know what could be beneficial to the traits and symptoms of schizotypal personality disorder ???

(NOT psychedelic Medicin)
I mean non psychoactive compounds

Hugzz

Can anyone else here sometimes see the ground pulsating and breathing?

I’ve been living with this disorder for years now and I am a totally different person because of it.
I’ve got no sense of self left and my brain is a world war 3 of confusion and just spinning circus.
I’ts like i am non human, GOD and DEVIL and everything else between that simultaneously.. feel like a very good actor that plays all rolls all the time and i have no friends because a part of me want to hurt them and another want to love them. I’ve gone down on my quetiapine because i felt like a robot on them so i just use them for sleep. I don’t understand how its possible to live like this? My negativity always takes over around people, totally alienated, no motivation to live, the more i go into religion to survive the less happy i am.. NOTHING WORKS. My mind takes over my entire life with darkness. I see no point in living. Cannabis was my only survival before. I quit that for 2,5 years since it made me sick.

I cannot be trusted, i am not nice to people, i cannot take any drugs anymore. I am doomed to loose and be alone. Even tho i have no problem with it it is not healthy so i feel it negatively.

I fear it will become worse, that i will hurt people physically.

I guess some people just have the absence of luck in their life’s.