Lost my spark and need help
I feel like I've spun out in the most mundane way and for the first time I don't see a way back out of it. I've always had a mentality of I'll start tomorrow but now I've gone so far I don't know how.
My art room is like a mausoleum to my creativity and I can't bear going in. My weight has skyrocketed. My relationship is still loving but feels distant cause we are both struggling. Our home is a tip I can never get on top of and our new puppy is beautiful but has kind of been my ripping point into full overwhelm
I teach teenagers and it takes a lot out of me, I want to get back into working out but feel so drained and so embarrassed they might see me outside school in workout gear in this state.
I think I poured my cup dry and now I can't figure out how to refill so I'm just on autopilot not enjoying life