Finished my two days ago WTR and my last music festival was ozzfest in like 2008. I remember moshing being everyone slamming into one another. Nowadays it's a bunch of people running in a circle? Not complaining since it seems safer but when did this happen lol
Back in 2022 my girlfriend of 10 years suddenly dumped me, packed up and moved out of state, all in weeks. Never got closure and to this day still don't know what happened. I've since dated several other women and had a girlfriend but I haven't felt anything close to love again. Sometimes I wonder if I'm just broken. 4 years and I still sometimes go back to the breakup, the feeling of being abandoned, the emptied house with the echoing walls, and get lost in that dread.
I'm dating someone now and I'm almost positive they're in love with me, and I'm hoping to feel something back but I have a feeling nothing will ever emerge.