Long story short, my teacher failed me cuz he thought that, despite me doing well in his class, i needed to redo it.

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I really dont wanna redo and I am thinking abt manifesting not having to, but idk how.

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Like im so sad i cant force myself into meditating about it yk?

Any tips?

Hello dear practitioners.

Last month I "cursed"/sent back bad energies on people who had been actively harming me and my family for a very long time.

I thought little of it though. I didn't really do a ritual, I didnt lit up candles or anything like that. What I did was drew sygils to both Spirit Leraje and Angel Mebahel and cry to them to please make them go away.

Why didn't I do a spell? I was at my parents house and I am completely prohibited for doing so, but I really just wanted to help them so I decided to do it anyway.

Anyway, as I said, I didn't think much of it because of exactly that, I didnt do a spell. I was sure it might work but I wasnt that sure if they heard me (does that make sense?)

Fast forward couple of days, a.k.a today cuz I just woke up due to it, and I had the STRANGEST dream ever. Well not strange now because I managed to understand a few parts.

So, for the nonsensical part of it that honestly I can't remember much (there will be a sensical part but i think that mentioning this might help?)

I was in a pool with my friend, that we were heating up every now and then since it was late at night. And because we were outside, a few animals would ask us to join our pool, like not exactly ask, but approach us until we let them it.

First it was a female tiger, then an animal I dont remember, then a really weird animal that was as huge as a elephant, but had his knees upturned, like it didnt move his knees upfront to move, instead he moved it backwards, he was light brown and had a few hairs, it tried to join but it couldn't due to its size. I tried to help him nonetheless, even getting out of water to explain to it how to move but yea, he left soon because he gave up.

Now for the sensical part, and the most important out of the whole dream:

For reasons I dont remember I left the pool and my friend and was now at my house, spending 2026 christmas with my cousins (the dream was placed in the future), those 2 cousins were the ones I sent the curse to (one out of many because unfortunately its not just them), I act friendly with them in real life since I dont want to cause troubles in the family so it wasnt something too out of the extraordinary.

We were, however, playing with tarot (????) and my oldest cousin got the 3 of cups. But one thing I immediately notice is that, the 2 people on the sides had a mask on.

So I grab that card and smile at my cousin while saying: "I find this card from this deck especially interesting, you see, usually the 3 of cups would mean cooperation, working together, sucess... But see these masks on these 2 girls? What of the cards is trying to signalize that the person in the middle is being fooled by them? Or that they are manipulating them."

Right after I said that, my second cousin opens the front door showing off something, and I look at her and the cousin I was talking to and felt something pinch the back of my neck while i LITERALLY start to have a stroke. Like, in real life while the sentence "How it feels when you tumble someone when they have been tumbling you for so long"

And then I woke up.

Notes

So a few notes I like to say before I am done with this post.

1. While describing the cards, a new meaning popped up on my head but since it didnt happen inside the dream I chose to disclose it here. The masks weren't exactly masks, they were rather metal blindfolds (which for some reason i interpreted as masks in the dream), although it can mean dishonesty, since theyre hiding their eyes, it can also mean that they aren't seeing the truth whereas I am (i think its evident by now that the blinded cards meant them and the middle person meant me, or maybe they dont, but to me its what makes the most sense). Although in this scenario i believe that it means dishonesty, I think I should add this here cause the dream could have a lot of meanings.

2. I had the stroke irl, I felt and heard my real life me shaking as I struggled to wake up, or rather was too confused to wake up.

3. When the sentence was repeating and I was facing my oldest cousin, i had her eye starting to twitch and move around really quickly as I zoomed in on her, which could also have a meaning?

4. My cousin who opened the door, had a dress that switched from black to red. Could also have a meaning but im not sure.

My questions for the dream:

So I came up with two conclusions

1. The spell worked

2. The spell did NOT work and I'm in trouble

Why the 1.?

- Because of the tarot cards, and the sentence that was being repeated. I mean, they have been tumbling me since I was a kid, now it's my turn. Its how I interpreted it

Why the 2.?

- Cause of the violent stroke that i had

So my final questions are:

- Does this mean the curse will work somewhere in christmas, or in a family event?

- Could this mean I have angered the spirits somehow?

- Honestly, what does this dream mean in general lol

Anyway, thank you so much for reading.

Could you please help me out on this, id be very thankful.

Good luck on your practices!

Hello, Dear practitioners!

Yesterday, in order to help me with a spell that I am doing it tried to contact prince Seere by meditating on his sigil.

What I did was, on a small square of paper, I drew one of his sigils (i discovered later he had two, which for some reason didnt pass my mind at that moment) and on the other side of the same square, I drew a pentagram in order to protect out connection. Then, I placed the sigil on a silver plate and sprinkled rosemary around its circle as an offering/a way to call him faster. Afterwards, outside the circle, i rounded it with salt, so no negative energies could enter out connection and finished by placing a rose quartz on the middle.

As an offering I also made some chamomile tea and placed it nearby the silver plate.

I started to meditate and quick minutes after I had someone on my head telling me to go to sleep.

For context, I was just about to do my spell, I just needed his help. It was late at night and I had to wake up early the other morning.

After hearing it, I thought it was just me being logical. So I made a few more questions to confirm it could be him.

"Who are you?", "Whats your name?", "Why are you here" blablabla.

Looking back, I think I should had make more specific questions, as these seem too unspecific questions that any spirit could answer.

But after that reply I got very drowsy and I wasnt thinking too well, like everything I answered wasnt thought off before.

Either way, I explained what I wanted from him: I wanted my spells to have quicker results.

He said "Okay", and I asked him, what should I give him back, WHICH I KNOW MISTAKE i should had told him what i was willing to give instead of letting him choose, but again, I wasn't in a vert thoughtful state lol

He first stayed silent, and I realized that I shouldn't had asked that in THAT way. So I sensed that he wanted me to become his devotee, but I am not sure that was the case as that could be me just becoming anxious about it. So I quickly reformulated, I said that I wouldn't become a devotee, but I would maybe give offerings to him. Nothing else.

Honestly, I wouldnt mind becoming prince Seeres devotee, but what if the spirit I was contacting was not him? I dont wanna become a devotee of something idk 🥲

So afterwards I "woke" up and was able to think again before acting. So what I did here was search about what did people think of prince Seere in this sub, and things they did.

I saw someone saying they meditated on someone chanting his name, while looking at his sigil. So I decided to do that. But just as I was doing it that same voice said "Im still here". However, i persisted, thinking it could still not be him. Until after a couple of minutes of silence he kinda laughed I think and said "You don't need to do all that, I am still here"

But I still was unsure so I made the same questions and replied in the same way he did before. What made me trust him was his tone of voice that was kind and somewhat gentle. He also seemed to have a playful undertone to him, which seemed exactly like I saw he was described as.

So I began to talk to him, and we kinda derived from my main topic that was the spell. He wanted me to watch some tiktoks regarding him, because there was a woman who was able to give me more information there than what I found in some websites. Which I found, it was the first person to pop up after searching his name. And after I watched the video I decided to simply be honest with him and told him that was probably my first time ever contacting with a spirit, and especially contacting with an infernal, so I was somewhat nervous and a bit scared of it. (It made sense with the content of the video)

Anyway, our conversation doesn't matter much as what I want to know is IF i contacted him or accidentally contacted another spirit that isnt him.

Could you help me out?

The title is pretty obvious but I'll bring longer context because his help is very important to me but I have no way to have access to materials...

I also want to say that my mother tongue isn't English so I might make some mistakes grammar-wise, if so, try to ignore them please.

So, this is an on-going issue that has been happening long before I was born, but got worse after my birth.

Essencially, my close family (close as in blood related), has been trying to destroy my fathers life for no reason at all. I mean, there is a reason: theyre very manipulative and live of lies, and he sees through their bs and confronts them about it, if needed infront of others.

So because he is a danger to their reputation, they started to lie to everyone they know that know him about him, calling him the most disgusting things ever. And people are believing it, to the point he has lost all of the friends he had.

I've grown with these people, and I will not lie, every time my dad tried to warn me about them, child me would believe hes being dramatic and that it couldnt be this deep.

But now Im an adult, and after a while i finally started to see it. Theyre really good at manipulating others and they lie like they can't even feel it. And they will lie even to those who love them the most and would do anything for them.

My breaking point is that these people have started stealing from my dads house, but there's no way he can prove that. I wont go into further detail, but basically if he has no proof that theyre stealing he can't take it to the police and can't get any justice.

Seeing my dad frustated with all of this and how powerless he feels has been disgusting me for a long time, and I want to have spiritual justice against these people. I want others to find out how evil they truly are.

So I've began to search. I've been interested in Goetia for a while now so I thought this was the best way i can finally put it to use.

After looking for a while I've came across Marquis Leranje, and he seems like the perfect answer for my prayers of help, since he brings justice to those who have been injusticed, and will make others see evil peoples facade.

But here comes my problem.

Despite being an adult, I still live with my dad, and he is very christian and despises anything demonology-wise, so Despite me wanting to help him, i don't want him to see it. Therefore I cant use candles, incenses, make offerings, anything thats obvious...

And even the slighest thing will be caught by him because he has studied other religions so he knows about ritualistic things and would probably destroy it right after he sees it and would only make things worse.

The only thing i can do is draw the sigil and hide it, and obviously meditate on the subject. But everything needs to be very low-key.

If this wasnt such an urgent issue for me, id probably just wait a few years until im alone to curse these people, but I want to help my dad as quick as possible because things have been going really awfully. I also dont have the money to ask other people to do the spell for me.

So my question is, will Marquis Leraje hear my pleads for justice if I have nothing physical i can use?

Please if anyone can help I'd be really grateful.