I was recorded having a panic attack in public while trying to do exposure therapy. Now that I know I got recorded it's killing me that everyone I used to know saw me in this vulnerable position.
I need a job, I applied to so many remote jobs and I can't find one. I went to the disability job path through my state, looked for abilityone jobs. I literally can't find any job. I can't even work at Mcdonald's. My life is so pathetic.
I recently noticed people recording me in public. Even my neighbors. I think I was posted on facebook, instagram, tiktok, snapchat to be laughed at because I look so weird. Is there anyway I can verify this? It's been destroying my mental health. I just want to know if there is a video of me online acting strange.
Are there any abilityone jobs for people with agoraphobia? I found an organization that helps people with disabilities, but most of the jobs are in public government locations.
I'm not really seeing a way out of this. I've been agoraphobic for years, not even spending time with family during holidays. I lost my job because I noticed people laughing and recording me in public because I look so uncomfortable and just stare off into space in public. I've tried therapy, exposure, job, but it's been so much worse. I have so many bills, car payments, etc and I honestly don't know what to do at this point. I haven't left my house in months and I don't have any more savings, but whenever I go outside I not only experience agoraphobia, but psychosis as well. I can technically get by because I live at my parents house, but what will I do with my credit card debt and car payments. I can't ask my parents to help me with these especially since I don't pay rent or even groceries. I think I might just give up at this point. I don't think my future will get any better than the last 8 years.
Hi I have a fear of being secretly recorded and posted online. I'm pretty sure I caught people recording me in public because I visibly look so anxious. Plus recently I blacked out using clonazepam. Now when I go around my local area I noticed people laughing. I want to check if I got secretly recorded and posted online, but Idk how to find any videos.