u/Basic-Chain1739

How old are you? What's your gender? Give us a general description of yourself.

I'm a nonbinary teenager who is heavily involved in fandom culture. I spend a lot of time online, especially tumblr. I am often the target of bullying in my social studies class, but it is still my favorite class. I am planning to join model UN next year when I go to high school

• Is there a medical diagnosis that may impact your mental stability somehow?

I have autism, anxiety, ADHD, and possibly OCD.

• Describe your upbringing. Did it have any kind of religious or structured influence? How did you respond to it?

My parents are quite nice, although traditional family structures are oppressive, and I have to hide parts of myself from them, causing a bit of paranoia on my end.

• What do you do as a job or as a career (if you have one)? Do you like it? Why or why not?

I do not.

• If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed?

I would celebrate by buying some bbq chips and soda, binging centricide and staying up late. I would not feel lonely at all and the isolation would be a nice break.

• What kinds of activities do you prefer? Do you like, and are you good at sports? Do you enjoy any other outdoor or indoor activities?

I love to read fanfiction, draw, write cosmic horror stories and make animations, so its safe to say i prefer to be inside. I am not good at team sports, but im pretty good at rock climbing. If it's cold enough, i might go out into the forest and contemplate things.

• How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate?

Quite curious, one of my favorite things about media of all types is when it offhandedly mentions something i haven't heard of before, allowing me an opporitunity to research it. I have so many ideas of things to make, and im sad that i wont be able to dedicate my life to making all of them a reality. My ideas are mainly stories and characters and theories about how the worldxworks.

• Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be?

I prefer to work on my own, but leading is better than just being a pawn that cant execute any ideas, which is better than only being able to execute some ideas and having to compromise. I am not much of apeople person, so probably not, and i struggle with responsibility. My leadership style would switch from "do whatever the fuck you want idc" and "you know whar? im just going to do this myself dont interfere" depending on how i feel.

• Are you coordinated? Why do you feel as if you are or are not? Do you enjoy working with your hands in some form? Describe your activity?!

I think im above ave coordination, as im quite good at climbing, and am also very physically flexible. I enjoy working with my hands, especially drawing or while listening to someone else talk.

• Are you artistic? If yes, describe your art? If you are not particular artistic but can appreciate art please likewise describe what forums of art you enjoy. Please explain your answer.

I am very artistically talented and love to draw and make animations of my or other peoples characters, although i am not very refinded and keep forgetting tocuse reference images

• What's your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them?

idk

• How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so?

Depends on who they are, what it is, and why they want it.

• Do you need logical consistency in your life?

I prefer it, but dont require it.

• How important is efficiency and productivity to you?

very, but im not very good at them and have low standards

• Do you control others, even if indirectly? How and why do you do that?

i never talk to people so no, probably

• What are your hobbies? Why do you like them?

see the first question + thinking

• What is your learning style? What kind of learning environments do you struggle with most? Why do you like/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer classes involving memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical senses?

i learn by mentally compressing dates and facts into easy to remember intuitive knowlege about a subject, more the why and how than who and when

• How good are you at strategizing? Do you easily break up projects into manageable tasks? Or do you have a tendency to wing projects and improvise as you go?

i cannot plan for the life of me, and prefer to do thongs in a lastsecod rush

• What are your aspirations in life, professionally and personally?

become an artist, fight in a class war, get cats

• What are your fears? What makes you uncomfortable? What do you hate? Why?

i am afraid of bugs and gross things. i used to afraid of dogs due to trauma, but i got over it.

• What do the "highs" in your life look like?

idk havent had that many

• What do the "lows" in your life look like?

every other day i feel so misreable that i should just run away from home, or sometimes i get really paranoid my parents went through my accounts and we might have to have an emotional conversatio.

• How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what's around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so?

i escape into fiction as a way of ignoring the world around me, and i often get so absorbed in a tsk that ifail to notice a fight happening a few feet away from me, and when i do, i just go back to my task. when i daydream i can usually still sense the physical world, though i might no rememb what happened physically at the time i was daydreaming.

• Imagine you are alone in a blank, empty room. There is nothing for you to do and no one to talk to. What do you think about?

i start worldbuilding, or maybe finally make that headspace, or maybe do a cartwheel because why not

• How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you've made it?

i am very impulsive, and am constantly changing my mind

• How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?

i dont process my emotions in thecfirst place, the just dloat away

• Do you ever catch yourself agreeing with others just to appease them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why?

often, simply so i can go back to my task and mentally fight them in my head because i have better things to do.

• Do you break rules often? Do you think authority should be challenged, or that they know better? If you do break rules, why?

i love break rules and challenge hierarchies. my motto is "it might not seem broke, but id you take off the paint..."