u/Bazooked_Cat

Always and forever, you let me say it so casually, like those weren’t the only vows i could deliver as a child, the strongest yet purest form of love. Until death may reunite us and the heavens and hells shall know how hard i fell for you. I’m in hell, looking at a future brighter than all there is divine. But that future is long gone, only a memory remains for me to hang on.
Say you love me again, once every night, said through your sleepy voice, which may as well be drunk.
You don’t know what you’re saying, and it hurts me even more.
To wonder if one day you’ll mean it like before.
Let time decide, you tell me with hopeful eyes.
You know it is wrong, but why should i’ve replied.
“I’ll always wait for you” when i just wanted to beg.
To let me lend my heart,
Ripped it out of my chest.
To really be mine,
Not a childish game.
To really love me and mean every single word.
For am i not capable of feeling your love?

I have one person that keeps telling me they’re there for me, but i know they’re also hiding themself from me. I can’t help but leave marks on me to make the stress of it all go away. I’ve fallen into this type of depression for half a year and i can’t hide it from anyone anymore. I’m too tired to do anything at all. Everything is running on empty and someone here still needs me even though i wish they’d do better if i dissapeared. What am i supposed to do

I have one person that keeps telling me they’re there for me, but i know they’re also hiding themself from me. I can’t help but leave marks on my body to make the stress of it all go away. I’ve fallen into this type of depression for half a year and i can’t hide it from anyone anymore. I’m too tired to do anything at all. Everything is running on empty and someone here still needs me even though i wish they’d do better if i dissapeared. What am i supposed to do

I have one person that keeps telling me they’re there for me, but i know they’re also hiding themself from me. I can’t help but leave marks on my body to make the stress of it all go away. I’ve fallen into this type of depression for half a year and i can’t hide it from anyone anymore. I’m too tired to do anything at all. Everything is running on empty and someone here still needs me even though i wish they’d do better if i ended it. What am i supposed to do

I have one person that keeps telling me they’re there for me, but i know they’re also hiding themself from me. I can’t help but leave marks on my body to make the stress of it all go away. I’ve fallen into this type of depression for half a year and i can’t hide it from anyone anymore. I’m too tired to do anything at all. Everything is running on empty and someone here still needs me even though i wish they’d do better if i ended it. What am i supposed to do

I have one person that keeps telling me they’re there for me, but i know they’re also hiding themself from me. I can’t help but leave marks on my body to make the stress of it all go away. I’ve fallen into this type of depression for half a year and i can’t hide it from anyone anymore. I’m too tired to do anything at all. Everything is running on empty and someone here still needs me even though i wish they’d do better if i ended it. What am i supposed to do

I have one person that keeps telling me they’re there for me, but i know they’re also hiding themself from me. I can’t help but leave marks on my body to make the stress of it all go away. I’ve fallen into this type of depression for half a year and i can’t hide it from anyone anymore. I’m too tired to do anything at all. Everything is running on empty and someone here still needs me even though i wish they’d do better if i ended it. What am i supposed to do

I loved you and i still do with all my heart, through everyone that says it’s wrong through every day my father refuses to believe that her daughter turned out to be like this, through everyone day that my mother ordered me to cut it off. Through all of it i loved you. It never mattered to me however many people told me that it’s wrong. But why does it matter so much to you i don’t think i’ll ever understand

I (14F) and my best friend (14F) have a big struggle. She needs to hear comfort through words and words of any kind don’t come naturally to me. My mind just doesn’t function with words, more with set visual goals. For two years i haven’t been able to offer her any comfort through words and i really need to know how because she wants to cut contact with me