Is my bf [20m] interested in me anymore
So we've been a relationship for almost 6 months now. We're in same college. He hasn't said I love you because he thinks it is something deep and he thinks love is when we're sure that we wanna marry that person. I understand that. He told his parents (they found a bracelet in his jacket) when our relationship was about 2 months old. I had initially told him to not tell his parents but he was confident from the start that nothing's gonna happen. Then after that when he told them, it became the biggest drama. He's a sikh and I'm a hindu. His mother raised problem...he came back college we had semester exams it became a whole drama. The biggest of my life. His parents pressured him into breaking up with me. His mum crying and his father scolding him. Then he decided to continue and hide it. We're home for vacations...been more than a month and this guy has rarely said he misses me. We also have to chat very secretly so his parents don't see. Now I've anxiety issues and...family problems which I told him when he had asked me out. These days, whenever I tell him my family drama or something related to the family that is troubling me, he doesn't wanna listen. And ik I can be too much sometimes but it's literally when I told him priorly that I'm at a stage in life where my emotional health is fucked up. Earlier he used to listen now he doesn't. Maybe he got tired, understandable. He says he never liked gossip..but sometimes what I'm telling him is not gossip and he still doesn't wanna listen. Due to this I haven't been opening up to him lately, because I feel like I can't. Once I was telling him about something about my experience and he was giving dry reply so I stopped. This man, it's been like 15 days like that, still isn't able to figure out that my behaviour is changing. That I'm not telling him about my day all exciteedly like I used to. Today when we were talking I was getting anxious, idk why and I told him I'm tired and exhausted and that I feel anxious for some reason idk. He was like okay, do you need me time this that. He before asked what I did in the day and I just said nothing, just studied and stuff and he didn't feel odd or anything. About anxious thing... after asking if I want me time, i said idk. He was like...."wanna talk dirty?"(Jokingly ofc) And I said "byee" then "me time"
And he was like "okay okay", "when do I check" like...idk man maybe I'm over reacting due to PMS but I've been feeling a slight pain in my chest and my heartbeat is up and I've been crying.
TL;DR: My boyfriend (Sikh) and I (Hindu) have been dating for 6 months, but his parents found out and forced us to hide our relationship.
Since going home for college vacation, he has been emotionally distant and dismisses things I want to share and family drama as "gossip." When I finally confessed today that I was feeling exhausted and anxious, he jokingly asked, "wanna talk dirty?" instead of comforting me. Now I'm crying with chest pain, wondering if I'm just overreacting due to PMS or if this is a major breaking point.