u/Beastxplayz

Guys I’m an international applicant and my profile and everything is like very avg or maybe a lil above avg , I wanted to know some info about colleges and my chances of admission approx or like just general college advice , I asked on Reddit and people were like extremely rude and like super rude n shi I got very demotivated , I asked ChatGPT and other AIs and I told them to be harsh as possible , they were harsh but they didn’t make me feel like garbage , I still want college advice but I don’t want to be in a delusional state by ai or loose my edge bcs of how demotivated I get from Reddit replies , what do I do?

1350 sat
83% in 9th
91% in 10th
60% in 11th
From my mocks , 7.5-8 ielts

I can get 3-4 LORs from my teachers

Rough ecs- 5 years orchestra , 2 years lead guitar in the orchestra , I’ve played in small schools assemblies n such around 50 times idek , hosted a school tech event with 400 participants, hosted 2 muns with combined 1000-2000 delegates , currently working in an online organisation pretty much a non profit and almost a ngo atp , event coordinator of my schools first student run club (ai club) linked with an organisation with clubs around many countries and 100s of clubs , did a mentorship program where I pitched and attracted students for a 2 day workshop won 1-2 district music competitions.

My_qualifications-
1350 sat
83% in 9th
91% in 10th
60% in 11th
From my mocks , 7.5-8 ielts

I can get 3-4 LORs from my teachers

Rough ecs- 5 years orchestra , 2 years lead guitar in the orchestra , I’ve played in small schools assemblies n such around 50 times idek , hosted a school tech event with 400 participants, hosted 2 muns with combined 1000-2000 delegates , currently working in an online organisation pretty much a non profit and almost a ngo atp , event coordinator of my schools first student run club (ai club) linked with an organisation with clubs around many countries and 100s of clubs , did a mentorship program where I pitched and attracted students for a 2 day workshop won 1-2 district music competitions.

My_qualifications-
1350 sat
83% in 9th
91% in 10th
60% in 11th
From my mocks , 7.5-8 ielts
Can afford 60k per year total cost of living and college

I can get 3-4 LORs from my teachers

Rough ecs- 5 years orchestra , 2 years lead guitar in the orchestra , I’ve played in small schools assemblies n such around 50 times idek , hosted a school tech event with 400 participants, hosted 2 muns with combined 1000-2000 delegates , currently working in an online organisation pretty much a non profit and almost a ngo atp , event coordinator of my schools first student run club (ai club) linked with an organisation with clubs around many countries and 100s of clubs , did a mentorship program where I pitched and attracted students for a 2 day workshop won 1-2 district music competitions.
Looking to do business or econ or finance
Please I can’t take more negativity lol 😭💔

So I have been asking around Reddit , looking for advice and all I’ve found is negativity and no hope I might as well just give up.
So my rough stats
My_qualifications-
1350 sat
83% in 9th
91% in 10th
60% in 11th
From my mocks , 7.5-8 ielts
Can afford 60k per year total cost of living and college

I can get 3-4 LORs from my teachers

Rough ecs- 5 years orchestra , 2 years lead guitar in the orchestra , I’ve played in small schools assemblies n such around 50 times idek , hosted a school tech event with 400 participants, hosted 2 muns with combined 1000-2000 delegates , currently working in an online organisation pretty much a non profit and almost a ngo atp , event coordinator of my schools first student run club (ai club) linked with an organisation with clubs around many countries and 100s of clubs , did a mentorship program where I pitched and attracted students for a 2 day workshop won 1-2 district music competitions.

I’ve only been told I’m a failure and I should go to cc as I’m from India and trying to apply abroad or just stay in a bad Indian university but I want to go to USA or other counties from my undergrad , all I’ve been told is to give up.

I intent to do business or finance in my undergrad but I’ve heard that I’m not worthy of any of those , no good university is going to take me

My_qualifications-
1350 sat
83% in 9th
91% in 10th
60% in 11th
From my mocks , 7.5-8 ielts
Can afford total 200-220k with cost of living and fees

I can get 3-4 LORs from my teachers

Rough ecs- 5 years orchestra , 2 years lead guitar in the orchestra , I’ve played in small schools assemblies n such around 50 times idek , hosted a school tech event with 400 participants, hosted 2 muns with combined 1000-2000 delegates , currently working in an online organisation pretty much a non profit and almost a ngo atp , event coordinator of my schools first student run club (ai club) linked with an organisation with clubs around many countries and 100s of clubs , did a mentorship program where I pitched and attracted students for a 2 day workshop won 1-2 district music competitions.currently making a finance based project

I want to peruse finance or business

My_qualifications-
1350 sat
83% in 9th
91% in 10th
60% in 11th
From my mocks , 7.5-8 ielts
Can afford total 200-220k with cost of living and fees

I can get 3-4 LORs from my teachers

Rough ecs- 5 years orchestra , 2 years lead guitar in the orchestra , I’ve played in small schools assemblies n such around 50 times idek , hosted a school tech event with 400 participants, hosted 2 muns with combined 1000-2000 delegates , currently working in an online organisation pretty much a non profit and almost a ngo atp , event coordinator of my schools first student run club (ai club) linked with an organisation with clubs around many countries and 100s of clubs , did a mentorship program where I pitched and attracted students for a 2 day workshop won 1-2 district music competitions.currently making a finance based project

I want to do finance or business undergrad as an international applicant for a USA ungerdrad but from what I’ve heard my life is pretty much over

My_qualifications-
1350 sat
83% in 9th
91% in 10th
60% in 11th
From my mocks , 7.5-8 ielts
Can afford total 200-220k with cost of living and fees

I can get 3-4 LORs from my teachers

Rough ecs- 5 years orchestra , 2 years lead guitar in the orchestra , I’ve played in small schools assemblies n such around 50 times idek , hosted a school tech event with 400 participants, hosted 2 muns with combined 1000-2000 delegates , currently working in an online organisation pretty much a non profit and almost a ngo atp , event coordinator of my schools first student run club (ai club) linked with an organisation with clubs around many countries and 100s of clubs , did a mentorship program where I pitched and attracted students for a 2 day workshop won 1-2 district music competitions.currently making a finance based project

My_qualifications-
1350 sat
83% in 9th
91% in 10th
60% in 11th
Predicted 80% in 12th
From my mocks , 7.5-8 ielts
Can afford 60k per year total cost of living and college

I can get 3-4 LORs from my teachers

Rough ecs- 5 years orchestra , 2 years lead guitar in the orchestra , I’ve played in small schools assemblies n such around 50 times idek , hosted a school tech event with 400 participants, hosted 2 muns with combined 1000-2000 delegates , currently working in an online organisation pretty much a non profit and almost a ngo atp , event coordinator of my schools first student run club (ai club) linked with an organisation with clubs around many countries and 100s of clubs , did a mentorship program where I pitched and attracted students for a 2 day workshop won 1-2 district music competitions.

I’ve only been told I’m a failure and I should go to cc as I’m from India and trying to apply abroad or just stay in a bad Indian university but I want to go to USA or other counties from my undergrad , all I’ve been told is to give up.

I intent to do business or finance in my undergrad but I’ve heard that I’m not worthy of any of those , no good university is going to take me , no UCs or penn state or anything.

So I have been asking around Reddit , looking for advice and all I’ve found is negativity and no hope I might as well just give up.
So my rough stats
My_qualifications-
1350 sat
83% in 9th
91% in 10th
60% in 11th
Predicted 80% in 12th
From my mocks , 7.5-8 ielts
Can afford 60k per year total cost of living and college

I can get 3-4 LORs from my teachers

Rough ecs- 5 years orchestra , 2 years lead guitar in the orchestra , I’ve played in small schools assemblies n such around 50 times idek , hosted a school tech event with 400 participants, hosted 2 muns with combined 1000-2000 delegates , currently working in an online organisation pretty much a non profit and almost a ngo atp , event coordinator of my schools first student run club (ai club) linked with an organisation with clubs around many countries and 100s of clubs , did a mentorship program where I pitched and attracted students for a 2 day workshop won 1-2 district music competitions.

I’ve only been told I’m a failure and I should go to cc as I’m from India and trying to apply abroad or just stay in a bad Indian university but I want to go to USA or other counties from my undergrad , all I’ve been told is to give up.

I intent to do business or finance in my undergrad but I’ve heard that I’m not worthy of any of those , no good university is going to take me , no UCs or penn state or anything.

All I want to do is cry because I’m alone in this world and a failure.
Thank you

So I have been asking around Reddit , looking for advice and all I’ve found is negativity and no hope I might as well just give up.
So my rough stats
My_qualifications-
1350 sat
83% in 9th
91% in 10th
60% in 11th
Predicted 80% in 12th
From my mocks , 7.5-8 ielts
Can afford 60k per year total cost of living and college

I can get 3-4 LORs from my teachers

Rough ecs- 5 years orchestra , 2 years lead guitar in the orchestra , I’ve played in small schools assemblies n such around 50 times idek , hosted a school tech event with 400 participants, hosted 2 muns with combined 1000-2000 delegates , currently working in an online organisation pretty much a non profit and almost a ngo atp , event coordinator of my schools first student run club (ai club) linked with an organisation with clubs around many countries and 100s of clubs , did a mentorship program where I pitched and attracted students for a 2 day workshop won 1-2 district music competitions.

I’ve only been told I’m a failure and I should go to cc as I’m from India and trying to apply abroad or just stay in a bad Indian university but I want to go to USA or other counties from my undergrad , all I’ve been told is to give up.

I intent to do business or finance in my undergrad but I’ve heard that I’m not worthy of any of those , no good university is going to take me , no UCs or penn state or anything.

All I want to do is cry because I’m alone in this world and a failure.
Thank you

So I have been asking around Reddit , looking for advice and all I’ve found is negativity and no hope I might as well just give up.
So my rough stats
My_qualifications-
1350 sat
83% in 9th
91% in 10th
60% in 11th
Predicted 80% in 12th
From my mocks , 7.5-8 ielts
Can afford 60k per year total cost of living and college

I can get 3-4 LORs from my teachers

Rough ecs- 5 years orchestra , 2 years lead guitar in the orchestra , I’ve played in small schools assemblies n such around 50 times idek , hosted a school tech event with 400 participants, hosted 2 muns with combined 1000-2000 delegates , currently working in an online organisation pretty much a non profit and almost a ngo atp , event coordinator of my schools first student run club (ai club) linked with an organisation with clubs around many countries and 100s of clubs , did a mentorship program where I pitched and attracted students for a 2 day workshop won 1-2 district music competitions.

I’ve only been told I’m a failure and I should go to cc as I’m from India and trying to apply abroad or just stay in a bad Indian university but I want to go to USA or other counties from my undergrad , all I’ve been told is to give up.

I intent to do business or finance in my undergrad but I’ve heard that I’m not worthy of any of those , no good university is going to take me , no UCs or penn state or anything.

So I have shot at anything solid? Is penn state possible ??

So I have been asking around Reddit , looking for advice and all I’ve found is negativity and no hope I might as well just give up.
So my rough stats
My_qualifications-
1350 sat
83% in 9th
91% in 10th
60% in 11th
Predicted 80% in 12th
From my mocks , 7.5-8 ielts
Can afford 60k per year total cost of living and college

I can get 3-4 LORs from my teachers

Rough ecs- 5 years orchestra , 2 years lead guitar in the orchestra , I’ve played in small schools assemblies n such around 50 times idek , hosted a school tech event with 400 participants, hosted 2 muns with combined 1000-2000 delegates , currently working in an online organisation pretty much a non profit and almost a ngo atp , event coordinator of my schools first student run club (ai club) linked with an organisation with clubs around many countries and 100s of clubs , did a mentorship program where I pitched and attracted students for a 2 day workshop won 1-2 district music competitions.

I’ve only been told I’m a failure and I should go to cc as I’m from India and trying to apply abroad or just stay in a bad Indian university but I want to go to USA or other counties from my undergrad , all I’ve been told is to give up.

I intent to do business or finance in my undergrad but I’ve heard that I’m not worthy of any of those , no good university is going to take me , no UCs or penn state or anything.

All I want to do is cry because I’m alone in this world and a failure.
Thank you

So I have been asking around Reddit , looking for advice and all I’ve found is negativity and no hope I might as well just give up.
So my rough stats

1350 sat
83% in 9th
91% in 10th
60% in 11th
Predicted 80% in 12th
From my mocks , 7.5-8 ielts
Can afford 60k per year total cost of living and college

I can get 3-4 LORs from my teachers

Rough ecs- 5 years orchestra , 2 years lead guitar in the orchestra , I’ve played in small schools assemblies n such around 50 times idek , hosted a school tech event with 400 participants, hosted 2 muns with combined 1000-2000 delegates , currently working in an online organisation pretty much a non profit and almost a ngo atp , event coordinator of my schools first student run club (ai club) linked with an organisation with clubs around many countries and 100s of clubs , did a mentorship program where I pitched and attracted students for a 2 day workshop won 1-2 district music competitions.

I’ve only been told I’m a failure and I should go to cc as I’m from India and trying to apply abroad or just stay in a bad Indian university but I want to go to USA or other counties from my undergrad , all I’ve been told is to give up.

I intent to do business or finance in my undergrad but I’ve heard that I’m not worthy of any of those , no good university is going to take me , no UCs or penn state or anything.

All I want to do is cry because I’m alone in this world and a failure.
Thank you

I recently talked to people regarding college and from what all I've got as feedback , I'm basically screwed , I'm sharing my stats below if someone can tell me what unis i should think of please help.

85%-9th grade

92%-10th grade

60%-11th grade

Currently in 12th

1350 sat

Indian

As for my ecs , some basic info is

Orchestra 5 years , volunteering, mins , transfer program , hosted tech event with 300 students , won some music competitions, hosted mun , mentorship program where I mentored 5th graders , vp my schools first student run club (rough idea)

Im currently in India but want to do my undergrad abroad , thinking countries like USA , Canada , france , UK Italy.

Please tell me some unis , i was thinking of kelly , rutgers , penn state , bocconi but they aren't gonna accept me I think , please help me

I recently talked to people regarding college and from what all I've got as feedback , I'm basically screwed , I'm sharing my stats below if someone can tell me what unis i should think of please help.

85%-9th grade

92%-10th grade

60%-11th grade

Currently in 12th

1350 sat

Indian

As for my ecs , some basic info is

Orchestra 5 years , volunteering, mins , transfer program , hosted tech event with 300 students , won some music competitions, hosted mun , mentorship program where I mentored 5th graders , vp my schools first student run club (rough idea)

Im currently in India but want to do my undergrad abroad , thinking countries like USA , Canada , france , UK Italy.

Please tell me some unis , i was thinking of kelly , rutgers , penn state , bocconi but they aren't gonna accept me I think , please help me I am interested in Italy France USA Canada uk Switzerland

I recently talked to people regarding college and from what all I've got as feedback , I'm basically screwed , I'm sharing my stats below if someone can tell me what unis i should think of please help.

85%-9th grade

92%-10th grade

60%-11th grade

Currently in 12th

1350 sat

Indian

As for my ecs , some basic info is

Orchestra 5 years , volunteering, mins , transfer program , hosted tech event with 300 students , won some music competitions, hosted mun , mentorship program where I mentored 5th graders , vp my schools first student run club (rough idea)

Im currently in India but want to do my undergrad abroad , thinking countries like USA , Canada , france , UK Italy.

Please tell me some unis , i was thinking of kelly , rutgers , penn state , bocconi but they aren't gonna accept me I think , please help me I am interested in Italy France USA Canada uk Switzerland

I recently talked to people regarding college and from what all I've got as feedback , I'm basically screwed , I'm sharing my stats below if someone can tell me what unis i should think of please help.

85%-9th grade

92%-10th grade

60%-11th grade

Currently in 12th

1350 sat

Indian

As for my ecs , some basic info is

Orchestra 5 years , volunteering, mins , transfer program , hosted tech event with 300 students , won some music competitions, hosted mun , mentorship program where I mentored 5th graders , vp my schools first student run club (rough idea)

Im currently in India but want to do my undergrad abroad , thinking countries like USA , Canada , france , UK Italy.

Please tell me some unis , i was thinking of kelly , rutgers , penn state , bocconi but they aren't gonna accept me I think , please help me

I have a 1350 sat , from India , currently in 12th and estimated around 3.5W gpa

I'm concerned about my college aps , I have avg ecs , I can get LORs

I was talking to guys on discord and they told me I'm screwed and I'll never get into a good college , it's 2am and I'm panicking .

I want to do business , are there any unis in usa or Europe with high prestige and I have a good shot?

Thankyou

Guys I had 85% in class 9fh , 92% in class 10th and 60% in class 11 , currently in 12th , mid ecs and 1350 sat , recommend me some colleges , business and finance is prefered , do I have a chance at anything good?

Ican you recommend me colleges i have a good shot at which are also well recognised, pen state or any ucs , fordham or anything