Have I turned Asexual or what's happened to me??
I am a straight man, I know that, but I genuinely cannot get off to the stuff normal straight men do. I have never liked regular stuff. For the longest time I got off to vampire fetishism when I was a teen and as I grew older I started watching porn and I really liked it for about 6 months.
But over time I stopped watching porn, because it started to bore me and it just didn't work anymore. I could watch porn for hours now and I wouldn't even get an erection. I have no interest in the idea of having sex or anything like that. I don't know how people could desire that so much. It doesn't seem gross but i have no interest and I feel it would just be an uncomftorable experience.
There are only two things I can jerk off to consistantly and enjoy. One: Female forearms, I've searched the entire internet and I have barely seen anyone else like me. To me when a girl has a perfect smoothe flawless forearm that literally melts my brain. It's specifically the part nearest to the elbow, if you want a reference of what I would consider a perfect forearm, search "Juri street fighter 6" and scroll through the images, you'll see it eventually...
Another thing is women smoking or vaping or anything like that, I won't go into as much detail cus its kind of messed up, but it for some reason just really turns me on. The problem with those things is they don't have any real sexual application and theyre the ONLY thing I find attractive. I dont find ass, tits, or anything like that hot. The female body just doesn't interest me that much.
This all really dawned on me because I was contacted by a really sexy girl who found me cute and we were sexting and stuff, but she would send me pictures of her butt and things that should turn me on but I couldn't. And it got to the point where she just blocked me and I felt really demoralised. It's not that I didn't think she was hot, but I just didn't know how to ask if she would send a picture of her forearm instead. I was hoping I would not need it.
I just worry for my potential future relationships and how is this going to go. I had a girlfriend who I explained all this to and despite finding it really weird, she actually provided me with goon material related to forearms and smoking. It was handy she had perfect forearms and smoked. But idk if I can expect other girls to do this, even worse if I can't do regular stuff with them.
Any Advice?