u/Beautiful_Tip_4718

i tried to post this on r/ocd but i couldnt. So i have really bad contamination and germ ocd and its really bad when it comes to my cats bc i think theres poop all over there fur when they go into there automatic litter-box bc it looks like theres poop on the sides that they rub onto and stuff. its been preventing me from petting them without having to wash my hands right after and not letting me have them in my room. they also jump on my desk which is one of the main reasons why i dont want them in there but i spend most of my time in there and they always want in. idk what to do anymore i cant get professional help bc i dont have insurance nor the money.