I wanna kill myself.
As all of you know that tawgihi results came out few days ago and my grade wasn't that good I didn't fail but it's not what I wanted or imagined it at all my grade at school were so good and every exam I took was promising I just don't get why it turns out bad. I really cant take it at all it was a huge stab for me cause I lost my dream job and now my whole family are mad at me I feel like shit, and since monday i have been taking sleeping pills, I'm not doing anything with my life so what's the point of living if this failure will be stuck with me my whole life, even I didn't idk how am I gonna start again so why not just ending it, I guess my family will have such a relief.