u/Beginning-Drag-806

My suicidal thoughts are mostly passive, but usually extremely intense. I’ve thought about ending my life for as long as I can remember, and I’m honestly surprised I’m still here. My will to live has already been used up and I feel like it’s thinning impossibly even more. I’m still here, but it feels accidental. Does it even get better? Like seriously? Because the longer I live, the closer I feel to attempting. No matter how good I feel or if my life has gotten significantly better. I don’t know what to do and the only thing I keep thinking about is just hanging myself lol I feel like my time’s genuinely coming soon.

Are there any older people who have had long term suicidal ideations pass through this? What did you guys do?

Going to the palomosa festival the 16th to see Lucy perform, what yall think he finna play? Im tryna memorize all lyrics of songs hes more likely to perform!!

Js got on omegle and someone said “brutal” upon seeing me.

What does that mean?? Ion know looksmaxxing terms but did he js call me ugly? 😭 lmk