u/Beginning_Bug_7554

Was tempted to try these because it's the first time ive seen shades labelled as olive in pakistan. Im a light-medium neutral olive and my color is very desaturated & i usually need alot of green/blue pigment in my complexion products and everything turns orange on me so i was happy to see something "olive" for once.

Skindeep is pretty hated (and ik why ... ive used their skincare) lol. Needless to say these are NOT olive, they both are rlly warm shades with oat latte being too yellow and cortado being too orange. Swatches in pic 2. However since they're serum spfs so theyre pretty sheer so oat latte looks okay on my face. Surprisingly the formula is really nice. sheer coverage, hydrating but not oily. however considering skindeep's history and shadiness as a brand, im not sure if the spf aspect is legit. Ive just been on the hunt for good skin tints for my skin tone but i fear pakistan just isnt the place for that despite most ppl having an olive undertone lol

First of all I just wanna say I'm so grateful for this sub. I used to post very frequently when I was struggling very badly and used to feel alone. This sub helped me feel seen and the kind people here gave me alot of motivation to go for recovery.

I have been in recovery since a month, I have a psychologist and a psychiatrist, plus my mum is a doctor and overlooks things at home. I also started taking sertraline. I have been eating everyday and on half the days I eat "normally" or slightly less than that and on the rest I usually eat in a surplus. I have stopped weighing myself and I don't workout anymore. I don't count my steps or even walk like that.

For context, I used to do alot of steps per day everyday, and would only eat a little bit every couple of days. I'm doing alot better now, but I weighed myself today and I lost even more weight and I've never been underweight in my entire life - now I am. I'm so confused and I don't feel good about this. Is this normal? Has anyone experienced the same?

Edit: I think this whole thing is also making my body dysmorphia worse because I genuinely thought I gained some weight because of the surplus. I thought I looked healthier. But when I weighed myself it's the opposite. I feel like I'm gaslighting myself.

Skindeep tinted serum spf first impressions

In recovery - why am I losing weight ???