Am I a chud????
Little bit of a rant but I gotta ask to see if anybody else is in a similar position. I was going through my older sisters notes to upload them for flashcards for a class I'm about to take and I kinda had to stop and capture what was in front of me.
I feel like I can't focus unless I have these two screens staring at me. One is genuinely useful for my studies, the other is just a mindless calming video or game running in the background. Why is my dopamine so cooked lol.
My grades are good thankfully, but I genuinely worry about what happens after I graduate. Like once school is over and there's no structure forcing me to sit down, is my brain just going to completely check out without constant stimulation? I can do other activities without content like sports, cooking, basically anything that requires me to move, but when I sit down to study I just cant focus without this insane setup.
I have tried turning the second screen off and I just can't seem to focus the same way. Everything feels slower and I get distracted way faster. It's like my brain needs two things happening at once just to lock in on one of them.
I'm worried that once I get a job I'm going to need constant content feeding my brain just to function. Did I accidentally make studying too fun and now I've broken myself lmao. How do you guys study? I have tried so many different methods, but this is the one that actually secures my grades. But are the grades even worth it atp?? 🤔🤔🤔
