u/Beginning_Guard_6614

Its been 2 years today since we last spoke. We were short term (2 months) and it was difficult when he got into a new relationship 3 days afterwards and still together with her till this day. I felt used and humilliated that he only talked to me until he met the right person only met with me when it was convinient and didnt feel like going outside when we met. But i liked him a lot and hoped something might change. There were days he was super loving and others he dismissed me. The fact i let it happen and when he told me "your overreacting" when i tryed to end it on my own terms i stayed still bugs me a lot.

2 years later i still feel the humliation and worthlessness i felt back then. And now its a cycle that i am having trouble getting out of. Havent been on a date since and as i age its getting more and more frightning.

In my head for the past 2 years i keep imagining sending him a message letting him know how he made me feel. I doubt he would care 2 years later but it drives me nuts knowing i didnt say a word back then because i wanted him to like me.

Life sucks.