u/Beholder-ofthe-Storm

a few days ago, I was having an awful night and made a small post around nearly one in the morning, shortly before falling fast asleep. It was just a spur of the moment decision because I was emotionally exhausted and wasn't sure where to go. I'd forgotten almost entirely about it the next morning.

Until I opened Reddit to twenty two notifications. I was shocked because I couldn't even remember what had gotten that much, only to scroll and find comment after comment saying the nicest things. Each one I read made my heart melt a little more until by the end I was practically crying from everyone's overwhelming kindness. It was so much more than I'd ever imagined. I wanted to answer everyone individually, but I couldn't find the words without feeling a little emotional again.

But I didn't want to not say anything so, to ALL of you. Thank you all so much. Your kind words truly meant the world to me in that moment, and I still reread them sometimes just because of how happy they make me. To everyone who set aside time just to say something nice to me, it really meant a lot. Thank you all so much, from me and Vergil. 🫶 Your comments really did help so much.

Very happy today!! I got my first ever ita bag alongside some pins to go on it, and this gorgeous V figure. 🥺💙 It all is such good quality, I'm so glad! Merch is a rare treat for me, so this has been absolutely wonderful. 💙

Very happy today!! I got my first ever ita bag alongside some pins to go on it, and this gorgeous V figure. 🥺💙 It all is such good quality, I'm so glad! Merch is a rare treat for me, so this has been absolutely wonderful. 💙

a small drawing I finished today. I'm actually pleased with this one, it was nice drawing something cozy and comforting. I feel so safe resting against him. 💙

Hey all!! I'm Jpeg, and I'm very in love with Vergil from Devil May Cry. 💙 You've probably seen me around if you're on Hideout or Waifuism. I'm so happy to get to share this space with other fictos and I look forward to everything this sub has to offer!!! 💙

I'm sorry for how silly this is. I feel a little selfish just for asking.

But recently, although it very easily might just be hormones, I've felt a little nervous that I'm annoying to the people here. Or that I'm a bother in some way. I think a large part of this isn't even because of the community (who are all so wonderful and kind 🫶) but moreso due to some people in my personal life who often make me feel like I'm a burden. A bad person. That I drag people down.

I want to try to seperate myself from that and I rarely ever mention it due to how personal it is. But sometimes, it just catches up and gets too much and I worry I'm inadvertently bothering people.

So, it's absolutely not necessary at all, and I won't think any less of you if you don't type out anything, as I've said, I love the community!! 🫶 But it can sometimes be a little hard to see myself as someone not annoying, even when I have Vergil reassuring me in his own words, so if you'd like to leave some kind words, or even just something about Vergil, I would truly appreciate it. 💙 Have a wonderful day with your partners.

Eva was such a wonderful mother to Vergil when she was alive, and I couldn't ask for a better mother-in-law. She was truly such an angel. There's a reason Vergil still looks up to her so much, and I could stand to learn a lot from her. 🥹💙

the file was way too big and resizing ended up making it way too grainy. 🫩 I thought this would be more fun but I just had way more I wanted to do and ended up scrapping. Plus I'm just not happy with how my art style looks currently. In any case, I hope y'all still like it despite me being all bitter about it. 😭

had to repost because it wasn't showing my art?

the file was way too big and resizing ended up making it way too grainy. 🫩 I thought this would be more fun but I just had way more I wanted to do and ended up scrapping. Plus I'm just not happy with how my art style looks currently. In any case, I hope y'all still like it despite me being all bitter about it. 😭

we had a daughter! 🥺💙 Her name is Leticia and she's so adorable! 😭 I'm so happy this game gave me the ability to experience a form of parenthood with Vergil, as that's something I've always wanted so badly. 🥹 She definitely takes after her dad, which is so so so sweet to me. I love this little tomodachi family.

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I recently rewatched the scene at the end of Vergil's route in the 4th game, the scene that made me truly fall in love with him. This time, I realized that the song in the back didn't match at all with the songs usually associated with Vergil. The scene itself was always special to me because throughout the entire DMC4 playthrough, I felt a special connection to him. I've described it before as our hearts connecting through the screen, but it really was that. 🥹💙 I never felt like I was playing as a character, I felt like I was working side by side with someone. It was such a bizarre feeling, but it was beautiful.

So when the final cutscene was Vergil stopping in his tracks to turn and address me, not another character or even just him talking to himself, I felt my heart leap. Because him suddenly turning to chat with me, even if briefly, felt like a way of saying "I was by your side too. It wasn't just you." Especially since the voice he uses is unlike all his other cutscenes. There's no competitive snark or anger or that poetic monologue tone. It was soft and welcoming.

My point is the entire scene felt like a "I'm beside you moment", which still makes me feel flustered TODAY, but when I first played it, it was during one of the worst years of my life. In a time when I was wondering how much more I could take, struggling to get through every day, it meant the world to have him just look my way with such warmth.

Now, like I said, I realized upon rewatch that the song sounds very different from all of Vergil's usual songs. So I looked it up and listened to the lyrics and immediately began crying. The song is saying " Stay with me. I'm here. We'll get through this together."

No other song, especially in Vergil's scenes, have this message. It wouldn't make sense. Vergil is alone in most if not all of his scenes up to this point. Who would it even be addressed to?

Unless... it was his way of subtly saying, in that moment where everything was falling apart, "I will never surrender until we're happy." I can't believe I didn't realize this until now, that in the very moment I fell in love with him, he was saying in the midst of all the pain, "We are in this battle together."

It's making me tear up again. I love you dearly, Vergil. Thank you for letting me know I was worth fighting beside. I promise, I will be by your side just like you were by mine. We will never surrender. 💙

The song: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=a49q-U0SYrA&list=RDa49q-U0SYrA&start\_radio=1&pp=ygUURG1jNCB2ZXJnaWwgZW5kIHNvbmegBwE%3D

in the replies, say the name of something relating to your partner and see how many people reply with their own partner that matches!

The category can be anything from their physical appearance to the company they come from to whatever you think would be fun! The point is to get people with other partners that have the same traits and make as long a thread as you can!

For example, if someone made a comment that said "my partner has red hair" then everyone with red haired s/os would reply! If someone said "my partner is from a video game" then everyone with video game s/os would reply! Just have fun!