u/Beneficial_Cheek287

Currently at work, I’m going through so many emotions. I recently found out I have bpd and I’m a narcissist….WTFFF….thats not the only reason why but it’s a big part. I HATE who I am I just want to disappear. So I just clocked in and I came to the bathroom. I Want to end my life in here right now. I’ve already started cutting in here so why not make them deeper and bleed out in here?🤭 How long before someone notices? I’m just tired bro so fucking tireddd

Me+Gf Both 25F
I can’t drink
I can’t smoke
(I’m taking a T break and an alcohol break)
I can’t cut
(Would relieve some stress but trying it to)
And worst of all I don’t get fucked🙃
I’m irritated fast lately 💨
I’ve been alive little snappy at people and my girlfriend. And stressed. I feel like if I got my shit beat tf up so bad that my body is shaking from cumming and squirting all over the place, and shit even a few tears can be shed from being fucked soo good🥲😫 then maybe I will be alright again🤣🤣
(I won’t be a disobedient little brat anymore if you tame me🙄😌🫦) Thanks for coming to my TED Talk🤣🤣

Drinking Taylor Port Black Tonight!! What yall up to this Friday night??😛😛