u/Best_Positive7547

Can someone be my friend bruh

Hellooo guys i’m starting at mac in session 2 comin from usyd. I’m looking to make friends!!! im doing a bachelor of speech and hearinggg 😎😎 msg me 🙏

anyone wanna be friends 🤗

Hi guys i’m a first year student and i fucking dread being on campus. Are uni students like not real or does no one understand what banter is or idk maybe im like dry asf. why is half the campus international students who i can’t even converse with and why is it so hard to make friends 😭😭😭😭😭😭🫩

also fuck manning deli that shit gave me food poisoning

i think the hardest part is that nothing was necessarily wrong enough for me to leave

you were just there every day until suddenly you weren’t i kept telling myself i felt trapped or unhappy or overwhelmed and maybe i did, but now i can’t tell if it was the relationship or just me. i think i expected myself to feel certain all the time and when i didn’t, i panicked. i started overthinking every interaction, every feeling, every moment of distance. i convinced myself that leaving would make everything quieter in my head but now it’s just quiet in a different way
i miss the normal things the most. sending random things during the day. hearing about your routine. having someone i could return to without thinking about it. you became part of my life so naturally that losing you feels less like heartbreak and more like something missing from my everyday existence
and what hurts is that you weren’t cruel to me. there was no massive betrayal. no dramatic ending. just two people who got emotionally tired and scared of hurting each other more than we already had
sometimes i wonder if i left because i truly wanted to or because i didn’t know how to handle my own mind anymore.

i still think about you all the time and i don’t even know what i’m supposed to do with that