u/Best_Release3146

Hey guys, sure most of yall know me from my post. The guy who relapses every 5-12 days, anyways my last relapse right now was 4 days long. Typically, i would relapse for 1-2 days and get back to abstaning but stress and other factors led me for relapsing longer. organically, my last dose was 4 hours ago but i took the last half in my house and vowed not to buy anymore or take this again. I got super bloated again unfortunately, but now i know forsure 7oh causes it. my acne got worse since relapsing, as long with constipation, brainfog, anxiety, urinary retention etc. My ed and man boobs never went away, as long with bloated stomach prior to relapse but the only symptom that didn’t start back up again was the hair loss(thank god, my 2nd least favorite symptom). I just took my last 50mg and will never touch this substance again. It took me multiple relapses within a month and half span to help me realize, this substance is not for me and will ultimately make me more depressed. I should be happy that 80% of my symptoms went away when quitting prior, i got to keep myself accountable. I started the gym today so abstaining from 7 and hitting weight and cardio should help get rid of my boobs and ed. This is it, goodbye 7oh, i hope to never see you again. Im worried for some reason that i will be getting the kindling effect this quit, and actually feel withdrawals unlike the last few times. At least i know they only last 48-72 hours, but i pray i dont. I never get withdrawals, but i just have a feeling especially after 5 relapses in such a short span. This was my longest relapse but after seeing the bloat in my face again and acne i will never partske is this trash drug. I am better off drinking alcohol till cirrhosis then ever using this garbage(jk but idk). Please give me words of encouragement, i have none left in my house and will not be buying anymore anytime soon. Thanks for support, please pray for me. Hopefully last post for few weeks!

For some reason, i can go through withdrawals every few days and be like whatever, but staying clean is so hard for me. I just get so bored, even though 7oh causes me acne, bloated face and stomach, man boobs, hair loss, constipation, severe ed, urinary retention, my mind tricks me into relapsing. This has been going on for a month and a week, stay clean 4-11 days and then relapse. I will say right now its been 4 days of using and i am getting back on track and going to stop, so today i went to the gym for the first time in a while. Thankfully, hair loss has not started back up even with my relapses. I will say acne and bloated face got worse since relapsing, so the correlation between the two is 100%. im hoping this time, with going to the gym, eating super healthy, and attempting to keep myself busy that i will stick to it. Hopefully, my ed and boobs go away. I will go to gym 5x a day starting with my first day today and keep you guys updated. Anyone reccomended supplements and things to take to help you feel better overall, health wise, physically, and mentally? I was thinking of taking aswahganda daily and vitamins.

For some reason, i can go through withdrawals every few days and be like whatever, but staying clean is so hard for me. I just get so bored, even though 7oh causes me acne, bloated face and stomach, man boobs, hair loss, constipation, severe ed, urinary retention, my mind tricks me into relapsing. This has been going on for a month and a week, stay clean 4-11 days and then relapse. I will say right now its been 4 days of using and i am getting back on track and going to stop, so today i went to the gym for the first time in a while. Thankfully, hair loss has not started back up even with my relapses. I will say acne and bloated face got worse since relapsing, so the correlation between the two is 100%. im hoping this time, with going to the gym, eating super healthy, and attempting to keep myself busy that i will stick to it. Hopefully, my ed and boobs go away. I will go to gym 5x a day starting with my first day today and keep you guys updated. Anyone reccomended supplements and things to take to help you feel better overall, health wise, physically, and mentally? I was thinking of taking aswahganda daily and vitamins.

Hey guys, im sure few of you guys remember my posts, but i did relapse again day 8. This is my 5th time relapsing while on day 6-10 past month and week. on 7, i was not using anything besides 7, but now im drinking tons of caffeine, and two Monacos depending on day since committing to quitting a month ago. i probably drank 24 out of 30 days recently, i dont even know what im withdrawling on. i relapsed twice once 4 days ago, and today, but sometimes after 24-28 hours i will have no monacos and be 2 days off 7oh and maybe drink caffeine and ill get insane sweats. those sweats go away after 24-30 hour mark and im good. I honestly dont even know, i dont ever get 7oh withdrawals outside of low energy, i never really drank up until quitting 7. energy drinks for finals, drinking alot. Do you guys know which one it is? I mean its only those 6-7 hour span where insane full body sweats then fully gone. Its really weird only withdrawals i have gone through prior were opiate, weed, and nicotine. both times, the sweats started few hours after drinking energy drink and then being off alcohol for 24 hours and then 7oh for 48-72 hours.

Hey guys im sure some of you guys remember my post about all the weird side effects this drug was giving me. So far hair loss, constipation, urinary retention, dry lips, dry face are all gone. Acne is basically 80% gone as well, and not getting more. Last time, constipation was still there, and urinary retention a little so thats good news. Only symptoms i have left are the kratom/7oh induced man boobs, Ed, and bloat on face and stomach. I am going to take your guys word this time and give it time. I was just so used to physically being back to normal days after going through opiate detoxs in the past and never had symptoms like hair loss and man boobs with my opiate usage. The four symptoms that bother me the most and led me to quitting were man boobs, bloat, hair loss, and ED. Im just glad one of the side effects has stopped(hair loss), my hair seems like 15-20% fuller than when using multiple times a day for 8 months, even with my two 2-3 day relapses. That is one of motivations for staying clean. If anyone is worried about there hair, just know it comes back. I am still not sure if the Ed and Man boobs will go away, but im for certain any other symptom will go away within 3 days and 2 weeks. I dont think theres physically any worse symptoms than ED, Man boobs, and hair loss being in your early 20s. Had i been in my 40s or was actually gaining weight, i would tough it out. I got behind on my work for the semester, but past few days have been locked in harder than i would be off the 7oh. I am going to add going to the gym into my schedule once my semester is over, as well as waking up early, going extra on hygeine, and just taking caring myself more. Once, everything goes back to normal, i will never ever touch this stuff again or even think about it. It had made me so depressed. I pray my body goes back to normal, please pray for me.

Hey guys im sure you guys remember my post about all the weird side effects this drug was giving me. So far hair loss, constipation, urinary retention, dry lips, dry face are all gone. Acne is basically 80% gone as well, and not getting more. Last time, constipation was still there, so thats good news. Only symptoms i have left are the kratom/7oh induced man boobs, Ed, and bloat on face and stomach. I am going to take your guys word this time and give it time. I was just so used to physically being back to normal days after going through opiate detoxs in the past and never had symptoms like hair loss and man boobs with my opiate usage. The four symptoms that bother me the most and led me to quitting were man boobs, bloat, hair loss, and ED. Im just glad one of the side effects has stopped(hair loss), my hair seems like 15-20% fuller than when using multiple times a day for 8 months, even with my two 2-3 day relapses. If anyone is worried about there hair, just know it comes back. I am still not sure if the Ed and Man boobs will go away, but im for certain any other symptom will go away within 3 days and 2 weeks. I dont think theres physically any worse symptoms than ED, Man boobs, and hair loss being in your early 20s. Had i been in my 40s or was actually gaining weight, i would tough it out. I got behind on my work for the semester, but past few days have been locked in harder than i would be off the 7oh. I am going to add going to the gym into my schedule once my semester is over, as well as waking up early, going extra on hygeine, and just taking caring myself more. I pray my body goes back to normal, please pray for me.

Hey, if anyone is thinking of relapsing, its really not worth it. I mean i dont get physical withdrawals but i do have that low energy feeling i get when i got off 2-3 weeks ago. 16 hours in and i know ill be fine, and all but just warning the people who get actual withdrawals.

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Hey guys, having a huge problem here. I dont get physical withdrawals when i used 7oh besides the low energy, but basically i quit for my health and my problems didn’t go away so i got super drunk and my drunk mind got me to relapse. I am not worried about any withdrawals, im just scared i ruined my body permanently. I know i made a post few days ago, but im at the end of my life right now. I dont think my kratom induced boobs will you away, ED, bloated face and stomach. Hair loss has stopped liked i said, but the rest haven’t fixed. The reason i think i ruined it permanently is because on opiates my body wouod be back to normal completely by day ten and would have problems mentally but now i am just stuck. kratom products are the absolute worst drug out there, i think id be more happy on other opiates or even somethint crazy like flakka which i wouldn’t consume if i was paid a millon dollars. My clothes do not fit, none of them, i am so light and i am just severely depressed. I am not going to use anymore, and will attempt going to the gym, taking heavy doses of laxatives and staying on a calorie deficit after relapse. I thought hair loss was the worst symptom, but Man boobs is probably the holy grail of all symptoms. I dont think theres a worse symptoms than it. My boobs are so big and i dont want to leave my house, hang out with friends, or do anything. I hate my life, i thought being free from 3 years of daily opiate usage would make me feel healthier and overall happier but here i am feeling insecure and depressed for first time in my life. I dont have the funds to get surgery as its 5-10k. I will say to those struggling with hair loss or bloated face, kratom 10000% causes it. My face wasn’t fully unbloated but 50% less bloated than on kratom/7oh. I really dont know what to do at this point, its harder staying clean knowing im not going to have any physical withdrawals. I can use 400mg a day and no withdrawal, if My body had went back to normal, i would have ZERO trouble staying clean permanently and I would be the happiest i ever been in my life. I think the 7oh caused some kind of pelvic injurt to my penis as i am having hard flaccid like symptoms and only going up 1/2, rather than full erection. Its making me abstain from any form of sexual intimacy. On opiaes i had that problem but way less severe and it never shrinked my size, just took longer for erection and always was back to normal after staying clean by day 2-3. I really dont know what to do, i am only 22, full time college student, but my health is making me lose my potential. I stopped hanging out with a girl because of how much it effected my appearance. This summer i am going to end up staying home all day unless things go back to normal. I am genuinely contemplating on suicide these days. I dont even want to take photos of myself, and i loved to take photos even while on weed and opiates. I cant even buy new clothes, because they do not fit. I wanted to start hanging out with her again, and this other girl which i never had problems like this in my life, even with my prior weed and opiate usage but i can’t because i feel disgusting. I wanted to do an internship this summer, but have no motivation to looking like this. I wanted to hang out with my friends but i always cancel on them becauee i feel horrible. I dont even want to work this summer because of how I look. My college gpa is 3.8, but this semester its around 2.9 because i dont have any motivation to work while looking so horrible. I wear a hood at school on days, which i never would have before. I used to have good curly hair and now that is thin, but hair loss stopped. I wouldn’t mind looking like this if i was putting on weight, as its normal but i am literally losing weight. I just want to look and feel like myself again:/. I miss having thick hair, non bloat in face and stomach, no man boobs, clothes fitting, no ED, constipation etc. I really do think i might have fucked my body up permeantly this time. Sorry for the rant, i think i am done with life at this point.

Hey guys, having a huge problem here. I dont get physical withdrawals when i used 7oh besides the low energy but basically i quit for my health and my problems didn’t go sway so i got super drunk and my drunk mind got me to relapse. I am not worrier about any withdrawals, im just scared i ruined my body permanently. I know i made a post few days ago, but im at the end of my life right now. I dont think my kratom induced boobs will you away, ED, bloated face and stomach. Hair loss has stopped liked i said, but the rest haven’t fixed. The reason i think i ruined it permanently is because on opiates my body wouod be back to normal completely by day ten and would have problems mentally but now i am just stuck. kratom products are the absolute worst drug out there, i think id be more happy on other opiates, and i would never used those again, My clothes do not fit, none of them, i am so light and i am just severely depressed. I am not going to use anymore, and will attempt going to the gym, taking heavy doses of laxatives and staying on a calorie deficit. I thought hair lose was the worst symptom, but Man boobs is probably the holy grail of all symptoms. I dont think theres a worse symptoms than it. My boobs are so big and i dont want to leave my house, hang out with friends, or do anything. I hate my life, i thought being free from opiates after three years of daily usage would make me feel healthier and overall happier but here i am feeling insecure and depressed for first time in my life. I dont have the funds to get surgery as its 5-10k. I will say to those struggling with hair loss or bloated face, kratom 10000% causes it. My face wasn’t fully unbloated but 50% less bloated than on kratom/7oh. I really dont know what to do at this point, its harder staying clean knowing im not going to have any physical withdrawals. I can use 400mg a day and no withdrawal, if My body had went back to normal, i would have ZERO trouble staying clean permanently. I would be the happiest i ever been in my life. I think the 7oh caused some kind of pelvic injurt to my penis as i am having hard flaccid like symptoms and only going up 1/2, rather than full erection. I really dont know what to do, i am only 22, full time college student, but my health is making me loss my potential. I stopped hanging out with a girl because of how much it effected my appearance. This summer i am going to end up staying home all day unless things go back to normal. I am genuinely contemplating on suicide these days. I cant even buy new clothes, because they do not fit. I wanted to start hanging out with her again, and this other girl which i never had problems like this in my life, even with my prior weed and opiate usage but i can’t because i feel disgusting. I wanted to do an internship this summer, but have no motivation to looking like this. I wanted to hang out with my friends; but i cancel on them becauee i feel horrible/ Sorry for the rant, i think i am done with life at this point.

Hey guys, day 10 here, technically 18. Hair loss has stopped, dry mouth, and acne but my man boobs, bloated stomach/face, and ED are still there. I quit because of my health and was so excited for things to go back to normal, but i think i permanently ruined my body. I think the bloated face and stomach could be from having 1-2 seltzers every other day which im sure will go away as im abstaining from any alcohol for next week or two, but the ED and Man boobs are really bothering me. Usually my ED would be gone from opiate detox day one or two, so this has me worried. I feel like relapsing as the main reason was for my health and not seeing it get better has really worried me and put me down. Any advice?

Hey guys, day 10 here, technically 18. Hair loss has stopped, dry mouth, and acne but my man boobs, bloated stomach/face, and ED are still there. I quit because of my health and was so excited for things to go back to normal, but i think i permanently ruined my body. I think the bloated face and stomach could be from having 1-2 seltzers every other day which im sure will go away as im abstaining from any alcohol for next week or two, but the ED and Man boobs are really bothering me. Usually my ED would be gone from opiate detox day one or two, so this has me worried. I feel like relapsing as the main reason was for my health and not seeing it get better as really worried me.