
Support system
I solve my own problems. Emotionally, financially, mentally, sexually.. name it.
Even as a kid whenever I needed to talk to an adult I had to be the adult in the room.
No matter what I go through,, I know I got it. Will I cry about it ? Yes. Will I stress about it? Yes. But I know everything will be okay in the end.
I don't have the luxury to vent to anyone. Not my family. Nikiwa first year,, my older sibling alivunja simu yake like alipiga na nyundo intentionally. Yet ilikua tubadilishane,, achakue yangu nichukue yake... After kuvunja she still wanted me to give her my phone. I refused
Ilikua kesi Hadi my mum yelled at me vile mi ni m.baya and all that... Then my sibling looked me straight in the eye told me nisiwai muomba kitu. Hata nikiwa shule I should never ask anything from...
I did exactly that. Yeye ndio hata huniomba hela...
None of my friends can ever say nishawai waomba pesa urgently. Sijui ohh nimekwama hapa nitumie 2 K urgently. Never
Yes I spoil myself pesa zikiwa. Zisipokua I budget whatever I have and hang on tight najua brighter days zitakuja.