u/Big_Assistance4098

Heya there!! Like the title says I'm just looking for more friends lol. I am from the US and I am 420 friendly. I have the best boyfriend ever so stay away from me with that weird shiiiiii. Im very down to earth and always looking for more peeps to talk to. I am down to talk about pretty much anything and everything. My hobbies are anything to do with art, I like to read, I LOVE animals, I like learning new things (Currently self-teaching myself how to do acrylic nails), I like tattooing, I like to journal and junk journaling, I'm always on Pinterest. I also love anything to do with nature!! i love to crack jokes and have a good laugh. I love games (mainly games on my phone or switch, and ofc card and board games!!

Hi y'all. To be honest idrk why I'm really typing this, but I felt the need to do this for it may help someone struggling with addiction or maybe it might even help myself somehow. As the title says I'm 46 days Cali sober today. I got out of treatment about 2 weeks ago and still looking for sober living in my state. The past 3ish years I have been in and out of rehabs never completing the program because of me leaving early or getting kicked out. This last time at treatment I can finally say I left with a completion!! I was there for 36 days. I can also say I did it all by myself and for myself this time. All the other times I went to was because I was being made to go by my loved ones. I wasn't really ready to get clean all those times I went, but this time I wanted it AND needed it. I used to say I thrived in the chaos but now I say I thrive in recovery. Since being out, I've been going to NA meetings (more than I used to), Calling/texting my sponsor, Staying caught up with my appointments (Therapy, doctors appt, etc.) Stay on track with my self-care (Skincare, showers, exercise, yoga/meditation etc.), and most importantly I'm making sure I stay busy with house chores, hobbies, etc. My cravings have been the least they ever been and if some pop up I know how to help/deal with them AND I DO IT!! Recovery involves a big change in your mindset, and I won't lie and say it's easy. So, my best advice to anyone in recovery or even active addiction is to take it ONE day at a time and ALWAYS reach out to someone in your support system if you need help or having cravings or just need someone to talk to.

P.S You're loved and recovery is REAL