u/Biltbae

(NSFW for obvious reasons, I don’t know how to explain without some detail) Recently I’ve noticed I’ve become more and more sexually frustrated, and simply jacking off doesn’t seem to really work. Even if I do get off, I just end up getting what feels like *ferally* horny again, specifically to give a bj then be fucked.(but I’m like 90% into women) I don’t know if there’s actually something “wrong” or if I’m on my “period” and it’s making me horny…or if I’m just kinda lonely and desperate... Either way, has anyone else dealt with this and how’d you deal with it?

Basically as it says, recently as I’ve been exploring my sexuality more. I’ve started developing some non romantic sexual feelings about my male best friend. But he’s not exactly a “hook up with someone at the bar” kind of guy and we don’t talk about sex stuff much if at all so he’s not really super sexual of a person. So I’ve been pondering what to do about this in my head, like if I should just keep it to myself or ask him to do it once as a “feeler”? I’m not sure what to do without ruining the friendship so I’m looking for advice.

Edit for the “he’s only around for sex” crowd: not only have we been friends for seven years and I’m a trans woman who he’s known pre-transition for many years but until recently I was sure I was only attracted to women and he knows this. Being sexually attracted to men is a recent development that I’m trying to figure out, that might be connect to the progesterone I’ve started taking.

Edit: also, is there a “relationship advice-women’s edition” I could ask? Lot of the guys responds are kinda…..”redditor-y”💀

(To my memory) it’s a two page comic of Furina laying on her back nervously looking down and saying like “I- I don’t think it will fit” and Arlecchino grabbing her hips and telling her “I’ll make it fit”

I understand that this is a horrendously downbad thing to ask but it’s been living in my head rent free and I can’t find it-

Like, I really enjoy giving head but I’m always nervous about going “too far” with it because I’m worried I won’t be able to tell if I’m actually about to throw up or if it’s just my body’s natural reaction to having something foreign shoved in my throat. Is there an actual way to tell? Cus I’d rather not find out the hard way if possible tbh.