
What do you think?
This is my usual writing. I have to write a lot, and quickly for my job.

This is my usual writing. I have to write a lot, and quickly for my job.
I want to engage. I want to participate in community and build strong connections. But as soon as I allow myself to be seen the fear of judgement is too intense. It's easier to keep the mask of perfectionism up, because at least if I'm judged for that it's not really me.
Even posting on reddit is a terrifying experience. To be vulnerable or just trying to be silly and have people judge so quickly. I feel obligated to defend myself, to show them that they are wrong. To prove that there is so much more to me than what they have observed. It's exhausting.
Rant over.
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What would you assume about me from my collection?
Who are some missing voices who would give me some new perspectives?
Edit: thank you for the suggestions! I HAVE read other books to be clear! I took literature courses in high school and university, and have cycled through MANY books on my shelves over the years. Think of this as more of a curated current version based on interest.
And I didn't realize the lotion would be such a hot topic! Do y'all not practice self care 💁🏻♂️😂
I have never been formally assessed, but I have read good things about the validity of these assessments. I might be on the cusp, but I relate with a lot of what people have expressed on this sub.
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Anybody else struggling with trusting their consistently pretty accurate intuition? Any tips and tricks?
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