u/BlackFanNextToMe

Like it is mix od dpdr and depression suddendly kicking in and it lasts for dunno 3 days and it stops. While in that state I experience just having anxiety 24/7 more or less and stuff I could do week earlier that made me happy (as agoraphobic I progressed in recovery) seems so distant like they didn't even happen. Vivid memories, picturesque, are almost not there at all and also imprending doom feeling here and there and poor stomach as well (at least for me poor stimach)

I posted these x times already troughout a last year but I still didn't find someone that I can talk to about it. Wether people relly more on meds or just not proactive and not doing exposure therapy.. If you are someone who wants to mutualy help eahother having someone understanding it feel free to text! I am from Croatia,Europe just as a time difference refference as it matters

Also I can't even remember stuff vissualy really as condition got worse a bit and I am around but not where I am. Harder to wire the brain to normal settings with constant DPDR

If anyone can relate feel free to text, I think us agoraphobics should talk and it would feel better for both sides!