My bushcraft friend

This is as bushcraft as some posts lately. At least this one's quite interesting

u/BlackFanNextToMe — 2 months ago

I am 36M from Europe and looking for someone to share and talk about agoraphobia. My biggest thing is wide open places and skies or getting in a mall to the third floor downtown which is a chaklange to go to anyway so..

You get the drill. Feel free just to send text, I think therapy is great and medications and all but novody understands us as we can understand eachother.

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u/BlackFanNextToMe — 3 months ago

When someone asks me where I'm from I just say Luka Modrić. They always know. Or if I'm saying from Croatia their natural first comment is "Luka Modrić"

A legend went in a such a painfull way but he hold his stance and laughed at FIFA when decision was made. That was a ball only a legend can handle like a maestro, like a professional and like an extraordinary human being.

Hvala Luka!

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u/BlackFanNextToMe — 3 months ago

Anyone with irrational fear of sky open vast spaces and space in general and feeling being on Earth to be soooo scary. Possibly having that feeling often?

I hope to find someone with exact fears as main to go trough them together

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u/BlackFanNextToMe — 4 months ago
▲ 8 r/dpdr

This is my field of view when having activated system. Chronic dpdr for 6 months or so but sometimes better sometimes worse

u/BlackFanNextToMe — 4 months ago

Hey guys! Any of you have hard time with derealisation also in a way that when you go outside world seems odd? Distant hills or skies seem trethening? Looming anxiety above feeling?

Also I have existential fears which develop from stuff above and I feel like living in this planet is so scary. If someoen can relate pls comment and DM me pls, let's help our eachother. I have this on and off and lately better but last night it spiraled a bit

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u/BlackFanNextToMe — 5 months ago

Can you describe how you feel on your walks? (For those that are obviously not housbound anymore or just never got as they were not avoiding)

I find my walks to be hard starting in my room when my brain protests to walk outside and then when I do it is easier but you know those feelings of imaginative barriers that are there? Like you reach some point and it's like a fog wall after which your breathing is heavier and legs shaky and you're dizzy? Well that's me. Also stomach flares up as well.

I would like we all share our experiences and also it may helo to housebound people.

Train rides or job experiences and simillar more then welcome!

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u/BlackFanNextToMe — 5 months ago
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Anyone experiencing just falling into some oblivious state and continuity of events is broken and just suddendly feeling so detached and not even knowing what was haopening 5 or 2 days ago?

Like it is mix od dpdr and depression suddendly kicking in and it lasts for dunno 3 days and it stops. While in that state I experience just having anxiety 24/7 more or less and stuff I could do week earlier that made me happy (as agoraphobic I progressed in recovery) seems so distant like they didn't even happen. Vivid memories, picturesque, are almost not there at all and also imprending doom feeling here and there and poor stomach as well (at least for me poor stimach)

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u/BlackFanNextToMe — 5 months ago

Someone with fear of open wide spaces, looking at skies, especially afraid on sunny days!?

I posted these x times already troughout a last year but I still didn't find someone that I can talk to about it. Wether people relly more on meds or just not proactive and not doing exposure therapy.. If you are someone who wants to mutualy help eahother having someone understanding it feel free to text! I am from Croatia,Europe just as a time difference refference as it matters

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u/BlackFanNextToMe — 5 months ago
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How many of us are seeing world around, skies and mountains or parks and whatever in a constant feeling of how surreal everything is?

Also I can't even remember stuff vissualy really as condition got worse a bit and I am around but not where I am. Harder to wire the brain to normal settings with constant DPDR

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u/BlackFanNextToMe — 5 months ago
▲ 1 r/dpdr

Making progress with phobia of space, vast spaces, open ones, being away from home, hill climbing and altitude.. but DPDR and inability to feel wins and better and to remember stuff, to experience them.

If anyone can relate feel free to text, I think us agoraphobics should talk and it would feel better for both sides!

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u/BlackFanNextToMe — 5 months ago