stopped reta for a bit and I have been eating like a feral animal and I am not okay
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so my doctor wanted me off it for a few weeks before some routine bloodwork because she wanted to see my baseline numbers without the medication affecting them. fine, valid, whatever. nobody warned me that without reta my hunger would come back like it had six months of catching up to do. I have eaten things I am not proud of. I genuinely forgot how exhausting it was to think about food this much and now I'm back in it and I hate it here. getting back on next week and I have never looked forward to a shot more in my life