u/Bliss1306

Hi all,
Today I experienced something new - since a few days, i had a slight pain in the middle of my chest (assuming heart chakra), today i asked my partner to massage on it for some relief and the warmth of someone’s hands felt extremely calming and i asked for more & more and suddenly i had an emotional breakdown, i could feel intense burning/pain but it wasn’t the pain we feel normally (wasn’t physical pain imo) and the pain was going deep into the back of my body then i asked my partner to massage that point in the back as well and again had the same emotional breakdown.
I still have a lil bit of hangover from the intense feelings (can’t really call it pain) but it was painful.

Wondering what the experience was about & if i require some kind of help.

I am dealing with daily pain and pressure issues, very intense on the left side of my body and i have started doing the white light protection method since 3-4 days, it helped at first but today i got so scared and so drained by the process, i could feel an intense black dark heavy energy on the left side of my heart shoulder neck and head area, i don’t have the energy/expertise required to deal with this, it scared me, i know i shouldn’t be scared but it was scary. And now i have hangover pain in my whole left side from head to pelvic area, whatever is happening is really intense and i feel like crying whole day but even that wouldn’t help.

Please help, anything i can do on my own or anyone who can help me.

I am dealing with daily pain and pressure issues, very intense on the left side of my body and i have started doing the white light protection method since 3-4 days, it helped at first but today i got so scared and so drained by the process, i could feel an intense black dark heavy energy on the left side of my heart shoulder neck and head area, i don’t have the energy/expertise required to deal with this, it scared me, i know i shouldn’t be scared but it was scary. And now i have hangover pain in my whole left side from head to pelvic area, whatever is happening is really intense and i feel like crying whole day but even that wouldn’t help.

Please help, anything i can do on my own or anyone who can help me.

I am dealing with daily pain and pressure issues, very intense on the left side of my body and i have started doing the white light protection method since 3-4 days, it helped at first but today i got so scared and so drained by the process, i could feel an intense black dark heavy energy on the left side of my heart shoulder neck and head area, i don’t have the energy/expertise required to deal with this, it scared me, i know i shouldn’t be scared but it was scary. And now i have hangover pain in my whole left side from head to pelvic area, whatever is happening is really intense and i feel like crying whole day but even that wouldn’t help.

Please help, anything i can do on my own or anyone who can help me.

Hi all,
Today I experienced something new - since a few days, i had a slight pain in the middle of my chest (assuming heart chakra), today i asked my partner to massage on it for some relief and the warmth of someone’s hands felt extremely calming and i asked for more & more and suddenly i had an emotional breakdown, i could feel intense burning/pain but it wasn’t the pain we feel normally (wasn’t physical pain imo) and the pain was going deep into the back of my body then i asked my partner to massage that point in the back as well and again had the same emotional breakdown.
I still have a lil bit of hangover from the intense feelings (can’t really call it pain) but it was painful.

Wondering what the experience was about & if i require some kind of help.

Hello all, i came here in search of answers and hope to find a solution or any kind of help.

so basically i started my meditation journey with a short course and at first it was great. my focus was really sharp and i could feel energy moving in my third eye and crown intensely, i would get visions and all of it felt so magical. but then the issues started, i was already burping a lot since i started meditating but i thought it was the food at first and then i thought its impurities coming out. then after a point of time it became so intense i started getting extreme head pressure and the everyday stomach issues, i became so sensitive that if i didn't sleep by 9pm my head would literally explode the next day. i had to stop eating almost everything, surviving only on rice & gourds, everything else just triggered the pressure & made life worse.

i tried all the grounding techniques people talk about like walking on grass and focusing on the root chakra but honestly none of it worked for me for over a year. I had stopped meditating but even that did not help, i couldn’t go outside in crowded areas it would trigger my issues i couldn’t even travel because my motion sickness became worse and triggered the symptoms again. Life became hell, cuz i just couldn’t live like normal people.

Then i started meditating again, slowly (for lesser hours) focusing solely on my lower chakras, lately i found out that if i focus on the back of my lower spine i get some relief and the stuck energy actually moves. i even started putting a pillow under my spine because i felt my spine was never at rest, the pillow caused this huge energy surge,everything was moving in circles around me, i felt my sense of presence was circular in motion, This was the first time i realised it might be kundalini energy, because it was super intense experience, i had no control over the energy that was moving from lower spine to upwards. I did not let it go to my head because i was so scared that i would be go back to where i started (painful symptoms)

and now the pressure is stuck in my chest below collarbone area, near the heart. it feels weird, like a hollow feeling in my heart but it also pains if i press on it and i still have digestive issues and now the energy has become so aggressive that all i can do whole is feel the vibrations or energy moving in my body. I am scared if i meditate too much i will trigger the pressure problems again, its not like the problem was gone but i am just so confused what to do? Every night is the intensity of everything is just increasing.

If you read till here, thankyou for feeling even the smallest essence of my pain, i am grateful to have a platform where i can share this and hoping to receive guidance. this is so personal and painful.

I am from india, Himalayas, the place where people come from all over the world to find answers and i am struggling to find mine. I don’t even know where can i go to find a guru who can guide me. Any recommendations would also be helpful, thankyou.