Christian male struggling with “Gender Dysphoria”... Any tips?
Okay, so - the bible preaches that men and women are to be together, and that we are to have children on this earth and make that sacrifice ect... But.... What if I literally just can't?
For me, everything about me is feminine, and I hate it. I have no masculine traits. The best example I can think of is my tone, I speak very feminine, I sit feminine - not overly, but it's far from masculine. Also... More attracted to men. The attraction part is not a big issue, I can easily rebuke that temptation and just not be attracted to anyone, that's okay.
But for me being masculine feels... Embarassing??? Idk why... I've been praying about it, and obviously I assume there is legitimately something wrong with me, like a disorder or something I just haven't looked into and I believe it's Gender Dysphoria.
From a Christian perspective, what do I do? I will never act on any of this... But it's bugging me lots, I just want to be a typical guy, be attracted to girls... And be a man typically, but I literally just can't.
Imagine yourself being forced to act the opposite gender (that's what I am trying to do and failing) it sounds crazy... But I feel like I'm really a woman in most senses, but I am in a man's body, wanting to be a man. It's so sick and twisted and I literally am going crazy over it.
I need advice from Christians who aren't going to call me a freak and aren't going to sweet talk me with gestures... I need realistic answers, please.