u/BlueFisk

My daydreaming has gotten so bad that I do it even during sex, my partner complained that he felt bad that I wasn’t looking at him and that I was kind of “disconnected” from our moment together and he thinks I’m thinking of somebody else but it’s really not like that and I tried to explain to him but he just doesn’t get it. I don’t think of anyone else, but I still have a lot of thoughts and daydreams during it. It’s like my brain can’t even relax for some minutes. It’s horrible and I feel like a bad partner.

Having this creative mind full of characters that I’ve build up for years and I can almost see them infront of me when daydream about them, but having no talent when it comes to arts really frustrates me. What if my daydreams could benefit me for once if I could illustrate them? Maybe other people would have thought they’re cool too and I wouldn’t have been alone thinking about my characters for hours a day. I feel like my characters and the world I have built up have so much potential but I just can’t get it out there. Do you illustrate your daydream characters?

I get words stuck in my head and then they keep repeating in my head for days or even a week.