(TW: Suicide) I feel like hrt is the only reason I'm not ******* myself right now
I feel miserable all the time, for a lot of different reasons. I have just few friends remaining and i feel alone a lot. I feel like i never enjoy anything, and I'm thinking more and more about suicide
I already go to both a therapist and a psychiatrist to threat my depression but i don't feel like it's enough
As the title says, i kinda don't feel any hope for the future outside of hrt. I'm due to start on a couple of weeks.
Will it help? I know people usually experience better mental health after hrt, but how big is the effect and how much does it take?