u/BluebirdSea1519

I live with him and he is extremely controlling. At the beginning of the week we were walking outside and he didn't agree with something I said so he grabbed my ear and tugged it so hard it made a cracking noise. It was extremely painful and I started to cry even though I was trying not to. My ear turned bright red after and hurt for the rest of the day and I had trouble sleeping because it hurt. It felt like he almost tried to rip my ear right off, that's how it felt for me.

Yesterday I planted a flower in the garden and he said it looked terrible and yelled at me for hours over this one single thing. He said: "it's MY garden, you will just f_ it up!" the next day he continued to berate me over planting a flower which I found strange. It was just a tiny flower.

It didn't make any sense to me because there is a lot of space and a lot of garden and I just did it because it made me happy. He is still upset over it, like he absolutely hates it for some reason. As I was doing my laundry and cleaning in the laundry room he ran down the stairs and then he pushed me into the wall extremely hard and told me to never ever use the detergent because it's his detergent so I can't use it, but it's the only one we have and he always says anything we buy has to go through him first. I then asked him how will I clean my clothes and he said to just deal with it. I asked him why he pushed me into the wall and he acted like nothing happened.

Now my side hurts because he rammed me into the wall. I don't even know what I did wrong and it's always like this around him :( I just feel depressed and defeated. We were supposed to get married.

It was 2am and almost time for his pain medication. He was asleep on a blanket. He woke up and sniffed around and clear as day he meowed but it sounded like my name exactly. He sounded sad, like he was trying to tell me he didn't feel good :,( So I gave him his pain medication 40 mins early and he was happy again after. He was on end of life care.

I know it sounds like I misheard his meow or maybe I was just tired, but I wasn't tired at all and he clear as day said my name, looking at me after. It breaks my heart knowing he didn't feel well, so he said my name :( I remember I hugged him and told him I know he feels unwell and I got him his treats and all the stuff he liked. I carried him to anywhere he needed to go so he could rest, and I cuddled him.

I miss him so much :( He was put to sleep soon after :( because his quality of life reduced within the next few days :( He's the only cat I ever heard say a word before and it was my name. I read it can happen but just very rare. It breaks my heart. He tried to talk before he passed away and the one thing he said was my name. Even on his last day he was still trying to cuddle me even though he was so tired.

I will always remember him. :( He was my soul-cat, we did everything together, he was my baby. I held him in my arms on his final day. I haven't stopped crying since.

I hate them. The texture is literally a gooey long firm worm embedded in a cheap crusty mush. And sometimes the entire onion slides out and it's disgusting. Then if you try to eat it, it makes a loud crunch and tastes like slimy bear mace mixed with rotten cabbage. And there is always so many of them. They are the most disappointing side dish of all time.

I just want some fries, get these abominations off of my plate.

I don't have work today so I was catching up on sleep. I woke up about 4 hours ago, and about an hour after I woke up my dad spilled water on the floor from a machine he was using to clean a shirt, and the water got everywhere. I offered to help clean but was yelled at so loud it scared me. Just the hatred and the way he sounded make me feel terrified when normally I don't. My heart started racing and I started crying.

I went outside to get away from the yelling and cried on a bench and then went back inside but my eyes still wanted to cry even though I kept forcing myself not to. I lay down for a bit because my heart is still racing even though it's been 3 hours. I feel like throwing up and I feel dizzy and nauseous. Does anyone have any ideas on how to feel better. I don't feel well.

I don't want to go to the hospital because I am hoping it just goes away but I'm not sure what to do. I tried laying down and drinking lots of water but still feel unwell.