u/Blurb_The_Alien

I (14M) have a few interests I would like to share first, but name and other stuff first.

My name is Trickster (online) and I won't reveal my real name, I am new to being a yandere (sorta a yandere but idk) and my hobbies include, playing games, hanging with a friend group, laying in bed and scrolling on multiple social media apps. Some other things about me is the fact that I barely go outside, I have multiple mental disorders and I don't like talking to a bunch of people because of past experiences with people (bullying etc) but recently there's a girl I've fallen for and I'm going get into detail about that in my next post.

I am usually a happy person making jokes and funny remarks about things I see online, I also like chatting (online) whereas in real life, I'm the exact opposite unless its with one friend group I am apart of, I am really lazy and procrastinate a lot, I also have 0 skill on socialising irl and online, I am quite smart compared to a few others but I have multiple flaws that bring me down to the bottom of the barrel, for example, procrastination and being lazy, I also tend to just daydream a lot.

My top 6 favorite music artists/bands include:

Will Stetson, Ado, Green Day, AC/DC, Papa roach and Limp Bizkit

My top 6 anime's are:

Devil May Cry, Jujutsu Kaisen, Chainsaw Man, Cosmic Princess Kaguya, The fragrant flower blooms with dignity and "you and I are polar opposites"

Thats really all I can think of to put here RN so uhh, bye I guess?

So there is this person at the school I go to and she is just so perfect for me, I obsess over her all the time and she looks really pretty, shes kind and also funny, the thing is, shes just out of my league socially, shes one of the popular girls and I'm one of the loners who are obsessed with horror and thinks called "weird", I only stay with one friend group and barely speak to anyone outside of them, inside of lessons I barely talk to anyone and I'm just really unpopular/bullied, and I'm not sure if her funny comments/sarcastic remarks are her being rude to me because I am just so obsessed over her, I mean her hair, face, makeup, personality are just such my type, but I don't know if Im blinded by love to be loving her and brushing these comments off as jokes, I'm just so obsessed with her, she just seems so kind yet sometimes joins in on the bullying but its not as severe as the others, it's just lighthearted jokes we both sorta laugh about, idk anything about her as we live in completely different worlds, we get on the same bus and we sometimes talk with each other, I mean this girl (we'll call her Erin as I'm not revealing her real name) is just so pretty and I admire her so much, but I'm nervous to ask her out or even approach her as she's popular and I used to be popular but I'm now bullied for my past and personal stuff that happened years ago, not to mention, I just can't seem to fit in anywhere else from my friend group, yet Erin is just so kind and funny to me, but as I said again, I don't know if I could even approach her as we are in 2 seperate worlds and I'm not sure if those "jokes" are her bullying me, I'm really obsessed with her, but I don't know if I could even speak to her without her speaking to me first, this is backed up by the fact that in my opinion, I'm really ugly. Thanks for listening to my rant and I hope you all can give me advice on this situation

My introduction!

Based

Is it weird for me to be feeling this way?

Nightmare Cat girl Gf (dw the monster form is another post i made) Original artist is @OrangeeQueen on twitter

Horror Monster girlfriend, artist is @nyaicore on twitter

Cougar GF