Trying to stop, just want to yap
So I’ve had this addiction for multiple years now, and I feel like it’s gotten worse with time. It’s gotten to the point to where I’m not just using it to goon to, I’m using it to make me feel like I’m having interactions with women . I feel like a fuckin moron saying that but this shit fried my brain so much I feel like I can’t actually talk to girls, so I’ve just started using it as an escape for me to get feelings like I have a girl that loves me. I wouldn’t say it’s totally ruined my life, I still got loving family and friends, but shit, I still feel really lonely when it comes to having a partner. And it’s also made me hyper sexualize people often, and that makes me feel like a bad person, which makes me more angry at myself. I don’t know how to feel, I just lost my streak of a whopping 3 days (sadly good for me), I just wanted to yap to try to blow off some steam.
I was going to see if anyone had any tips for stopping, or just motivation. I feel really bad right now so I just wanted to come on here to share.