Heaps of them and they are legit, how does one get into doing it? I would love to be able to do it just to get enough to fund my own collection lol
We’ve been together 12 years married nearly 8, have 2 kids together.
The good times are good but theres so much of the bad times, fighting and bickering sometimes in front of the kids which i don’t want to be doing.
Sexually things are okay we have sex a few times a month sometimes a few times a week but shes not very involved usually just lays there. Loves getting head from me but refuses to give it to me because she finds it gross.
Mostly she makes me feel like nothing i do is ever good enough
I don’t do the dishes right, if i clean the house or clean up kids toys they are not in the right spot or I’ve missed something.
Additionally she puts me down, both of her own parents have called her out on different occasions for the way she talks to me.
Ive been unhappy for quite some time now but always just sucked it up for the kids and thinking no one else would ever be interested in me. But the last few months when we fight when she makes me feel upset i get these shooting pains in my cheat which i believe are anxiety related and im just wondering is it worth sticking around being miserable for my kids sometimes making myself physically ill?
Any insight or thoughts appreciated.
Side note - i was recently diagnosed with borderline personality disorder which i don’t overly understand and not sure how that could be affecting me or my relationships. Have a session booked with a therapist about that next week.