u/Both-Cat-6001

I dont know if this makes sense but im 19 and for some reason am embarrassed to be 19. 18 was okay, now I just wanna be 20.

I feel so awkwardly in the middle of things, I dont quite feel like an adult or a child, I have plans and am moving towards things but nothings *actually* happend yet so im kinda just sitting around waiting till' I can make decisions for myself properly and I get replies from things ive made appointments for.

almost a nothingburger of a post really, I just needed to get this out of my head - I dont have any friends or anything, but I mean im looking into community theatre so maybe that'll change soon? Everything just feels very "when it happens", if that makes sense?

Im just feeling rather stuck, its like im in a maze and I know there *is* an escape but I dont quite know where it is yet.

Hi! So pretty recently ive picked up Shion as a regular character I play, im level 12 rn but I think I consistently play her decently, very rarely having games where I do "bad" (Hope that doesnt sound cocky! im horrible at other flanking dps, i go negative constantly, shes the first ive done better on)

but I notice I really struggle using her ultimate, occasionally ill get a 3k or 4k but most of the time im getting basically one shot not even one spin in - I dont know how to be more consistently impactful with it, just wondering if theres any like "secret" tech to help me stay alive with it longer or if im supposed use it differently then just charging into a full team? LOL

Im seriously so annoyed by this having keep happening - i get annoyed by leavers in comp in general but why leave when we still have a good chance at winning?

i was playing an escort game and we got to 3rd point with 4:30 min left, then next round the enemy team was steam rolling us, but they only got to 3rd with 2 minutes - yet one of my supports still left, complaining about some "gg my team sucks" when the game was still in our favour

i fully believe we couldve won that game if they hadn't left and left our poor juno to try and solo heal

More specifically, adult friends... Im on tiktok a lot so a lot of the edits and stuff I see are made by like 15 year olds but im 19 so I wanna be friends with other adults!! are there any other adults that are fans of Starkid ? where do I find them all?!