u/BoundPrometheuss

This may get deleted but I can't find anywhere else to post this, so I apologize. I would never encourage or glamorize harming yourself this is just my own issue I'm currently struggling with and don't really know who to talk to about it...

I've been cutting since college, it honestly started after my first tattoo. I'd never felt as relaxed and relieved as I had after that session and figured it must have been the pain that made me feel that way so I gave it a try.

I never cut to go deep, and always cut on my shoulders to avoid any accidental attention from others.

I'm 28 now and have been cutting for about 6 years, usually on or off a couple of months.

It's gotten fairly bad recently because I've started wondering how it's any different than a tattoo. If I tattooed a black line on my body every time I wanted to cut what would the difference be? That's what I ask myself.

Im starting worry that im spiraling a little, because it was rare that id have more than 4-6 cuts at a time before they healed, and I currently have 20-30 healing rn, and just can't find the reason to stop.

Hello everyone! BIG nerd here.

I've recently been stuck in a Jugger deep dive, and have become obsessed.

I've tried out a few LARPing communities around, and while I do enjoy Amtguard with the grim garrison every now and again I can't really get into it, it's okay a lot to memorize all the spells and conditions and whatnot for class play, and there is a lot of down time, and also doesn't really focus much on actual role play.

However, Jugger seems incredibly fast paced and more my speed when it comes to Foam fighting!

I was wondering if anyone would be interested in starting to play! We'd need at least 10 people as each team consists of 5.

Let me know and we can set up a date to work out logistics, buying/making equipment, etc!