u/Bowler_Upstairs

Manifesting is so real guys what the actual hell. I’ve been revisiting the manifestation community for years in attempts to try manifest SPs and due to like low self concept or whatever or probably too many doubts and limiting beliefs i’ve always found it difficult (BUT. ITS WORKED TWICE. TOOK A WHILE BUT IT WORKED…) HOWEVER, when it comes to manifesting money i find it so incredibly easy??? there’s no way this could be a coincidence i’ve been really struggling for months to find a job i’ve been applying at the same rate and everything but ever since i started manifesting money and job opportunities last week… boom… i get 2 interviews just like that. what’s even freakier is i missed the first interview i was supposed to have due to being too anxious (as it would’ve been my first ever job interview) i got home and litch beat myself up for it then i was like wait no im a money machine i attract money so easily bla bla bla …. not even 20 mins later i check my email.. i randomly recieved £300?? for NO FREAKING REASON I JUST RANDOMLY GOT GIVEN £300 BY MY UNI ACCOM COMPANY like literally what is going on there’s no way this could be a coincidence I was struggling so bad before.

On the other hand, i’ve been trying to manifest my current sp for about a month now and i’m still blocked everywhere :/ i’ve seen small signs here and there like one of the freakiest things happened yesterday i was in the car with my mum and i asked the “universe” aka me for a sign which was the number 444 for my specific manifestation and I KID YOU UFYS FREAING NOT I CANT BE MAKING THIS UP ABOUT 10-20 SECONDS LATER I SEE 444 ON A SIGN OUT THE WINDOW WITHOUT EVEN LOOKING FOR IT.. so… from all this ive decided im gonna put all my faith into manifesting and i know im gonna get this sp back and the circumstances are MESSY so if this works im actually never turning back…

update: literally 3 mins after i posted this my mum gave me another £100 . NAH!!!!!!!!!’nnnnnn

right so… i’m looking for a bit of reassurance/redirection on my sp situation as i’ve just gotten confirmation that there is in fact a 3p that ive been suspecting already. bit of back story about me and my sp we dated for a short while and were still pretty much in the honey moon stage everything was going as good as it possibly could then on a random ass wednesday a big (unfortunate) event happened and there was a whole lotta misunderstandings and miscommunication between us which resulted in me a week later begging for sp back and he basically was just adamant about things not going back to before then i went a tad crazy and he ended up blocking me everywhere. our last contact was at the end of march which was when i tried the 369 method to get him back (ive managed to very successfully manifest 2 sps with 369 method in the past so i figured id try that) and i then began speaking to a new guy in attempt to get over sp and forget him but it didn’t work so i turned back to manifesting and decided to start taking it super seriously about 3 weeks ago. since i started i’ve been doing a combination of the 369 method occasionally and i also have a big list of robotic affirmations in my notes app which are combined sp +self concept and i repeat those multiple times. day listening to theta waves in the background and i also occasionally listen to subliminal. i know it’s only been about a month of me doing this but i keep going through waves of certainty then doubt and i always redirect my doubts whenever i have them. i’ll just be so sure he’s gonna unblock me and come back but first i see no movement and it’s hard to tell myself hes thinking about me so much and can’t resist me but then still being blocked everywhere like how can he be thinking of me and not unblocking me? i’ve received like tiny signs of it working at first but here’s the thing the whole time i’ve had this suspicion that there’s a 3p who just so happens to have the same name as me and today i’ve gotten confirmation of that when i stalked her social media. i was right. she has the same name as me and is pretty much the same person as me so im trying to tell myself he just likes me that much he had to cope by finding me in another girl but idk man it just feels like the 3d is taking the piss out of me now bc with all the affirming i’ve done this is what i get out of it? a 3p? when i was so convinced he was gonna reach out soon and he also doesn’t seem like the type of guy to reach out and apologise all that stuff so idk im just lost on what to do. my tarot cards have told me that i need to focus on self concept but i am im just so lost on what to do and i also dont want it to take too long. i was starting to detach then i made a mistake by checking the 3d but ive also heard that this is called a ‘purge’ but yeah idek what to think i need advice!!!