u/BrainComfortable7560

How do you persist when everything in reality shows the opposite of your manifestation?

I've been manifesting a scholarship, my graduation, a financially stable life, and also an SP. I've been affirming, I don't waver, and I always think in my favor.

This week is really challenging me. I received an email from my dream school saying that I did not get the scholarship. Without the scholarship, I can't go to that school. When I read the email, I cried. I can't accept the result that I did not pass. I told myself that this is not true, that this is just an error or AI mistake, and that I have my manifestation — I am studying at that school. I did not tell my mom about it because I know it's just a mistake.

My graduation costs 8,000, and my mom can't pay it. The deadline for the graduation payment already passed, but I still haven't paid. Still, I always tell myself that it's already paid and that I have nothing to worry about because the graduation will be held on Monday. My teacher asked why I wouldn't join the graduation, and I told her that I don't have the capacity to pay. After our talk, I said to myself that I already paid for the graduation and that I will attend.

Our financial life is doomed. My mom always comes home saying that we don't have money. She always tells me that she's struggling and can't find ways anymore, but I just persist and tell myself that this is not true and that I am living a lavish lifestyle.

For my SP, he takes so long to respond to my messages, but I keep affirming that he's obsessed with me and that he loves talking to me, even though he really takes long to respond.

This is what I've been experiencing for the last few weeks, and I've been fighting so hard to stay persistent. Last night, I really wanted to cry. I tried my best not to because why would I cry? I already have all the things that I want. I have nothing to worry about, and my life is awesome.

Please help me, guys.

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u/BrainComfortable7560 — 6 days ago

How do you persist when everything in reality shows the opposite of your manifestation?

I've been manifesting a scholarship, my graduation, a financially stable life, and also an SP. I've been affirming, I don't waver, I listen to subliminals every night, and I always think in my favor.

This week is really challenging me. I received an email from my dream school saying that I did not get the scholarship. Without the scholarship, I can't go to that school. When I read the email, I cried. I can't accept the result that I did not pass. I told myself that this is not true, that this is just an error or AI mistake, and that I have my manifestation — I am studying at that school. I did not tell my mom about it because I know it's just a mistake.

My graduation costs 8,000 and my mom can't pay it. The deadline for the graduation payment already passed, but I still haven't paid. Still, I always tell myself that it's already paid and that I have nothing to worry about because the graduation will be held on Monday. My teacher asked why I wouldn't join the graduation, and I told her that I don't have the capacity to pay. After our talk, I said to myself that I already paid for the graduation and that I will attend.

Our financial life is doomed. My mom always comes home saying that we don't have money. She always tells me that she's struggling and can't find ways anymore, but I just persist and tell myself that this is not true and that I am living a lavish lifestyle.

For my SP, he takes so long to respond to my messages, but I keep affirming that he's obsessed with me and that he loves talking to me, even though he really takes long to respond.

This is what I've been experiencing for the last few weeks, and I've been fighting so hard to stay persistent. Last night, I really wanted to cry. I tried my best not to because why would I cry? I already have all the things that I want. I have nothing to worry about, and my life is awesome.

Please help me, guys.

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u/BrainComfortable7560 — 6 days ago